yes.. and im crying again.. goshhh ~
automatically, tears flows down my cheeks when i listen to 'doa perpisahan' while reading pip's last post... &her msg for me is just.. tooo precious, very meaningful tt i cant bear to hold my tears.. just letting everything out.. im already missing her.. baru 1 hari =(

her msg to me:
JINJAE. ure the most closest to me.
i think u know me in n out.
yea~ i will not forget the times when were still in primary level
n till up now.
with all our craziness twrds KPOP
and all with the rest of our frens.
not much words. but i think u know right i treasure u?
i love you?
n i goin 2 miss you?
(ok. getting emo. NONO!)

ahhh! T.T last night was super sad. super heartbreaking moment. looking at their faces, getting ready to say byebye, getting ready to adapt to a new life. far away from family&friends.. haiss.. mesti ku salah sorg dr org2 yg nk gi kuis smlm, klw tk msk mwti... yeap, kuis was one of my choices fr further studies aft alsagoff. i hv never even dreamt of going to pre-u.. but nope, im not regretting. hmmm..

the most touching moment was,, when we (JK) gave our special pressie to pip... we havent even said anything but she already cried.. it's really sad to see her tears which made us cried to... except nana, i suppose? =p so yea.. she thanked us, then we took pictures. just when i was about to walk back to the gate, then she suddenly said "kejap.." &she hugged me... ahhhhh ~ *banjir!!* we stand fr a few moments, hugging each other.. im nt sure if she said anything , but i did say "gudluck"..hmm, dah tenggelam dlm tangisan uh. then she walkd to the other members, &hugged them too. by then, i just cnt hold my tears anymore. just moments before they hv to board the bus.

walked out frm the back gate & met the others {qurratu, sakinah, zunairah, nafeesah, ain, nurul}.. hugged them & gave my last words to them.. so yeap, finally it's time... we took pictures, in front of alsg.. one last time before they declare themselves as a KUIS-ian. hehs. then, they boarded the bus. door closed. &nothing else but byebye & tears. also flying kisses. =')

skrg.. semue tggl kenangan. ape kabar eh drg kat sane? hmm. 3years is nt a short period of time. by then, maybe im already off to overseas? heh. apapepon, PIP!! BOGOSHIPHO~~~ huhuuu. & to JK, yes i repeat, our bond mesti lg kuat k ? pip tkde tk bererti JK tkde. we must be there fr each other.
liyajoon; pls dun delete SS videos frm ur phone. be strong to live w/o ur Joon. =)
hyeriin; feel free to call me anytime.. any updates ? share w/me.. keke. =)
raiiwan; i noe its hard fr u too, to lose ur 'pipandy'.. lenkali nanges laa!!! tkd perasaan la. lol =)
umi; eventho we hardly see each other nowadays, bt nvr exclude urself frm JK k. u r still part of us. =)
& jinjae; hwaiting! the rest of JK r there fr u. =)

I LOVE EACH N EVERYONE OF YOU k. & IT GROWS DAY BY DAY. THANKS <3
SARANGHAEYO & AISHITERU. <3

p/s: kyu-young; i love you & i miss you too. =)