nnmh

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2011-12-05T21:17:00.002+08:00

i wonder why i have visitors from all over the world? o.O

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im bored. i have an assignment to do. but what's wrong with me? i kinda feel frustrated

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im nervous about this coming wednesday. lets hope for the best.

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my mind just went BLANK. i dunno what im supposed to do. crap.

mimpi dipatuk ular

2011-10-27T20:34:00.003+08:00

yest was Deepavali! so parents came to kl to see me. <3

then at night when it was only me n mum in the hotel room;

me: mak, mak tau klw mimpi kene patuk ular makne die ape? (trying to test if my mum knows)

mak: (immediately) nak kawen!

me: *chuckles*

mak: knp?? sape mimpi??

me: *laughs*

mak: kau mimpi?

me: a'ah.. hahaha

mak: adoiii.. ade org nk berkenalan ke? =.= (mak da stress xD)

me: takdelaahhh...

kekeke yes i had a dream kene patuk dgn ular. very random kan. so i randomly asked my friend abt this and she said "oh ade org nk masuk minang" i was like hahahah abe tetibe die kate "serious lahh". den mcm "oh? hahhahaa" so aft tt i actually googled abt it. n it says tt smtg like tk lame lg kawen ke ape la.. lol.

but apapepun kite tk sepatutnye bace tafsir2 mimpi sume kan cuz same je macam meramalkan which is prohibited. (which i did cuz i was too curious) hehe. but apapepun, mak dun worry k. i'll try my best to stay single until i graduate. that's what i want for myself. cuz for me, leceh klw da attached ni sume, nnt mengganggu pelajaran.. so i have to take care of myself. jage hati jage diri jage iman ok ned. jodoh pertemuan di tangan Allah :)

wallahu a'lam.

when the clock strikes 12...

2011-10-17T00:00:00.006+08:00

Happy turning 20

Dear Me.

♥

Ya Allah, kabulkanlah doaku...

cukuplah aku mencintai dalam diam ♥

2011-10-16T22:09:00.001+08:00

Kalau kita sukakan seseorang,
jangan beritahu si dia.
Nanti Allah kurangkan rasa cinta padanya
Tapi luahkan pada Allah,
beritahulah Allah.
Allah Maha mengetahui siapa jodoh kita ..

Cintai Dia Dalam Diam,
Dari Kejauhan Dengan Kesederhanaan & Keikhlasan

Jika benar cinta itu kerana ALLAH maka biarkanlah ia mengalir mengikut aliran ALLAH kerana hakikatnya ia berhulu dari ALLAH maka ia pun berhilir hanya kepada ALLAH
"Dan segala sesuatu Kami ciptakan berpasang-pasangan supaya kamu mengingat kebesaran ALLAH."
(Adz Dzariyat : 49)

Tetapi jika kelemahan masih nyata dipelupuk mata maka bersabarlah, berdoalah & berpuasalah
"Dan janganlah kamu mendekati zina; sesungguhnya zina itu adalah satu perbuatan yang keji.
Dan suatu jalan yang buruk."
(Al Israa' : 32 )

Ketika kau mendambakan sebuah cinta sejati yang tak kunjung datang,
Allah SWT mempunyai Cinta dan Kasih yang lebih besar dari segalanya & Dia telah menciptakan sseorang yang akan menjadi pasangan hidupmu kelak.
Ketika kau merasa bahawa kau mencintai seseorang,
namun kau tahu cintamu tak terbalas
Allah SWT tahu apa yang ada di depanmu & Dia sedang mempersiapkan segala yang terbaik untukmu

Cukup cintai dalam diam
bukan kerana membenci hadirnya
tetapi menjaga kesuciannya
bukan kerana menghindari dunia
tetapi meraih syurga-NYA
bukan kerana lemah untuk menghadapinya
tetapi menguatkan jiwa dari godaan syaitan yang begitu halus & menyelusup

Cukup cintai dari kejauhan
kerana hadirmu tiada kan mampu menjauhkan dari ujian
kerana hadirmu hanya akan menggoyahkan iman dan ketenangan
kerana mungkin membawa kelalaian hati-hati yang terjaga

Cukup cintai dengan kesederhanaan
Memupuknya hanya akan menambah penderitaan
menumbuhkan harapan hanya akan membumbui kebahagiaan para syaitan

Cintailah dengan keikhlasan
Kerana tentu kisah Fatimah dan Ali Bin Abi Talib diingini oleh hati
tetapi sanggupkah jika semua berakhir seperti sejarah cinta Salman Al Farisi..??
".. boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu.
ALLAH mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui."
(Al Baqarah : 216 )

Jangan memberi harapan pada yang belum pasti,
kelak ada insan yang bakal dilukai,
Jangan menaruh harapan pada yang belum tentu dimiliki,
nanti hati yang kecewa sendiri.
Sebaliknya,
gantunglah segenap pengharapanmu kepada Yang Maha Memberi,
nescaya dirimu tak sesekali dizalimi,
kerana Dia mendengar pengharapanmu setiap kali & Dia menunaikannya dgn cara-Nya yang tersendiri

Cukup cintai dalam diam dari kejauhan dengan kesederhaan & keikhlasan
Kerana tiada yang tahu rencana Tuhan
mungkin saja rasa ini ujian yang akan melapuk atau membeku dengan perlahan

Kerana hati ini begitu mudah untuk dibolak-balikkan
serahkan rasa itu pada Yang Memberi dan Memilikinya
biarkan DIA yang mengatur semuanya hingga keindahan itu datang pada waktunya
"Barangsiapa yang menjaga kehormatan orang lain, pasti kehormatan dirinya akan terjaga."
(Umar Bin Khattab ra)

If you really love her, you won’t touch her.
Not even the slightest bit.
You’ll protect her dignity and sacredness as a muslimah.
Just hold her in your heart for a few more years ..
then you can do it the halal way

“Sesiapa sahaja yang memberi kerana Allah, menolak kerana Allah, mencintai kerana Allah,membenci kerana Allah & menikah kerana Allah, maka bererti ia telah sempurna imannya.”
(HR. Al-Hakim)

Sem 1 2011/2012

2011-10-16T00:58:00.006+08:00

السلام عليكم

Hehe ok I'm bored. actually I'm very very tired but I don't feel like going to bed now. (and it's 1am already). hurhur.. just want to share what have been happening this semester even though I blogged about some unnecessary stuffs on my previous previous post.

So, today! We're done with our theory lessons! (together with Rhy & Fiza) yeehaa.. we'll get out 'L' license soon then we can continue with our practical! wuhuu can't wait to get my hands on the steering wheel.. and of course DRIVING. :D

So right after our workshop theory class, we went to Ong Tai Kim, as I wanted to buy PVC flooring for my room.. because I'm the only one (in the room) without the flooring and my feet hurts walking on toilet tiles. -.- but anyways! so happy to see the slight makeover to my room. keke. and as usual, I picked a neutral color. haha :)

And while I'm still on the "Room" topic. Let me introduce you my old and new roommates. hahah. The "old" one is of course Ms Basiel aka Rhy :p The other two are Malaysians. Ayu from Pahang is in her 3rd year, majoring in Economics.. while Kak Iza from Gombak is in her ~~4rd~~ 4th year, majoring in Law. They're nice people except that we didn't communicate much with each other but it's slowly getting better. And what I like about us is that we're taking different courses :)

What else? Tomorrow is 17th October :)

Goodnight fellow readers.

p/s: i wonder what surprise awaits me . . .

Bisikan Malam

2011-10-14T00:15:00.000+08:00

Bila ku didatangi malam
Gelora perasaan mencengkam dijiwa
Masihkah ada lagi
Dayaku menghindar dari kealpaan

Diterjah berbagai persoalan
Dihujani airmata penyesalan
Bisakah terhapus semua
Segala dosa-noda yang bertakhta

Terangi jalan hidupku
Dengan cahaya kasih Mu
Pimpinlah daku dengan hidayah Mu

Tuhanku...
Di malam syahdu ku merayu
Ampunilah segala dosaku yang lalu
Sujud ku mendambakan keredhaan Mu
Tempatkan daku di dalam rahmat Mu

Tuhanku...
Usah Kau biarkan diri ku
Hanyut terleka, di jiwa dunia membelenggu
Dan aku sesungguhnya pasrah pada Mu
Hidup matiku hanyalah untuk Mu

Ya Allah tunjukkan jalan kebenaran
Suburkan jiwa ku dengan keimanan
Hanya pada Mu Oh Tuhan
Ku sandarkan harapan

overslept

2011-10-13T17:00:00.005+08:00

currently at the library..
i overslept this morning. buruk kan? :(
and it's Mass Communication class ok.
freaked out when i opened my eyes and the clock shows 9AM sharp.
and it turned out that rhy overslept too.. haha
idk why but my body felt so tired since the last two days.
but anyways i went to the clinic and gave some excuses and i got an MC! *phew*
or else mdm nury will kill me.
hmm hmm..
so im taking 5 subjects this semester and i have 4 assignments in queue.
and im currently working on Ahadith Ahkam assignment.
i forgot what's the term but its like you have to listen to the vid & type what the speaker said word by word. its not an easy task especially when you have to type in arabic. what's more? its a 50mins video k. *faints*

im done blabbering.

p/s:
.. i wish i could turn back time..
when you're alone, that's when you'll think about so many things..
that it feels like your heart and mind are about to explode..
uncertainty. Rabbi yassirli...

featuring aLwan!

2011-07-26T12:38:00.006+08:00

salaam ~

hee i suddenly feel like posting about my kawan color-color..

apebende aLwan2 ni?

basically aLwan is an association build up by a group of alumni from Madrasah Alsagoff Al-Arabiah (S407). The assosiation is build up for a purpose, that is to get the youths (girls esp) and themselves to be much closer and to learn more about Islam in different colors.

Which is why our tagline is: Reaching YOU(th) in different colors.

(Credits to Nana for the description) :p

they're my friends whom i grew up with for 10 years. actually after Sec 4 i didn't keep in contact that much with most of them.. i only meet the same ppl all the time (u know who you guys are haha).. but to finally have a succesful event cum reunion.. it makes me really really happy.. as it has been 4 years already since our graduation.. how time flies kan? sob sob.. so i would like to dedicate a special thanks to Zar for bringing up the idea and together we finally make it come true. without teamwork, our first girls' night cum reunion won't happen. =')

Zar & Kina.. sorry if im not doing a good job as a secretary.. i'll try to improve myself for our following events k..
to HODs & Deputies.. thanks for all your hardwork.. sorry if i didn't help much during our previous event..
to members of aLwan.. continue supporting us and pls spread the word! ;)

thank you Allah for giving me these wonderful friends. may our friendship last forever. uhibbukum fillah S407/aLwan ♥

-much love,
noned aka tangan panjang & charcoal girl. :)

zzz

2011-07-17T23:52:00.002+08:00

feeling a bit pissed-off and sad...

can only inhale and exhale...

alah mood spoiled...

tk bestlah...

hmm...

umrah 2011

2011-07-09T00:40:00.019+08:00

salaam qablal kalaam~

finally mood nak blog tu ade.. haha

hmm nk bebual melayu? ke english? rojak jelah.. heh

hari ni alhamdulillah mood baik.. tadi pun baru je balik dari satu event..

nk update2 blog dari monday tapi penat tu mcm tk hilang2.. plus dengan sakit..

batok2... selsema.. n demam skit for the past few days.. byk tdo jelah.. huhu..

so insyaAllah i will post about the umrah trip that i just came back from =)

total of days was 14.. with 2 days flight pegi balik, 3 days in Madinah n 9 days in Makkah.. and the journey was like.. Senai-KLIA-Jeddah.. alhamdulillah dah pergi n balek dgn selamatnye.. umrah kali ni lain dari yang lepas2.. kenape?

1) klw yg lepas2 tu ikut S'pore nyer travel agent.. but this time, for some reasons, ayah uruskan n kte ikut M'sian punye.. tkde beza sgt pun.. sbb tujuan semue org same.. nk pegi tanah suci.. :) syukran ya Allah for this yet another opportunity..

2) umrah this time mmg special.. sbb one family, tkde yang tertggl, aunty n abg hatta pun ikot, so ktrg dpt get together kat sane dgn kakak, abg wan, abg sya &

muhammad.. the feeling was awesome n i feel blessed to have my family gathered in these two holy cities.. alhamdulillah.. and eventhough im the youngest n im the least to express my feelings, deep down inside i truly appreciate each and everyone of them.. *teary eyes*

ok lets start..

kat MADINAH.. duduk kat hotel al-Mukhtarah.. room was quite spacious n ade 5 katil dlm satu bilik.. abg hatta patutnye share bilik dgn org lain tp since da ade extra bed so die join skali la so sng nk kejutkn die.. wahaha.. actually before smpai madinah malam tu, ktrg da jumpe muhammad dulu kat jeddah! hee.. after nearly 1 year at last dpt jumpe die..^^ kakak & abg dtg visit ktrg jgk kat madinah lpstu.. 1 night tu abg wan beli mknn from Al-Baik, ala2 kfc la.. n mmg sedap.. haha.. n kat madinah yg byk shopping! lol.. balik dr mejid je pegi melontar.. abe nk buat mcm mane.. mmg along the way dr klua msjd tu smp hotel sume kedai.. so kat madinah uh byk shopping abaya.. utk kuliah la.. hehe.

k ni out of topic kejap, tapi best kan blog.. layan perasaan n bebual sorg2.. sape2 je pn yg bace.. haha.

k back to topic.. so kat madinah eventhough cuma dpt spend masa dlm 3 hari, tapi yg pntg dpt ziarah maqam nabi n sahabat2.. dpt solat kat raudhah wlwpn tak khusyuk.. o.O haha astaghfirullah.. bukan ape.. org2 arab/iran/iraq/turkey ni sume ganazzz2.. ditolak ditarik diri saye yg maha kurus ni.. tp dptla doa sebyk mungkin alhamdulillah.. oh pastu, ade satu kali tu time da mula solat.. ade la 1 family ni seboleh2nye nk selit2 smpai tk blh selit.. pastu dgn sardinnye stop n solat kt depan org. drpd baik2 da kt saf tu, pstu automatically as i solat, terkebelakang 1-2 saf n die sujud kat orgnyer sejadah kecik.. dlm hati sabaaar je.. huhu..

ok so 3 days passed n next stop: MAKKAH! :)

a bigger responsibility. siap berihram dari madinah. miqat kat Bir Ali. n teruskn perjalanan ke tanah Haram. pastu otw jumpe kakak lg. hahaa.. mlm tu smpai hotel terus siap2 utk buat umrah.. ends nearly 3am.. alhamdulillah satu umrah selesai.. pastu me n mak decided to stay at masjid til subuh.. pegi kat carpet trus lepaks. haha penat. pastu masa subuh tu mamai abes. =x lepas subuh mak buat tawaf sunnat so i headed back to hotel first, n b4 klua masjid nmpk org bwk jenazah2 one by one.. ade lah around 7.. tu yg buat org segar jap.. heh.. so on dat day free & easy, klua jalan2 kat hilton n mlm pegi rumah kakak! hee mkn nasi mandi.. mmg sedap n daging die lembut abes.. best mkn ramai2.. ^^;

so the next day tu ade ziarah n umrah.. ktrg pegi jabal nur, jabal thur, jabal rahmah, mina, muzdalifah... hehe kt jabal rahmah doa dpt jodoh yang ........... zzz between me & Allah only.. ameen. skrg ni biarlah bersingle2 dulu... enjoy ur single life while it lasts.. n klw da ade nnt.. biarlah kpd relationship yg halal n berkekalan terus, insyaAllah.. for now cume boleh terpikir je, ape gknye bakal suami tgh buat eh? sape die? umur brp? orgnye cmne? handsome tk? hahaa... ish pape je.. wallahu a'lam.. n malam tu dinner kat luar lg.. kt safwa towers.. mkn biase2 je.. tk mkn byk pon sbb da penat sgt..

the next day nye free n easy so malam tu ktrg buat program ktrg sndr which was naik jabal nur! pegi gua hira'! ktrg naik kul 11pm gtu sbb by 2 da nk kt hotel balek as bsknye ade ziarah.. anw terigt masa 1st time gi umrah dulu, time naik jabal nur, i was the first girl to reach the top. ceh bangge uh konon. tp ntah knp this time naik mcm tkd energy. lol. dulu naik dua kali mcm laju plak. tp naik jela while enjoying the night view from the mountain.. subhanallah cantik sbb makkah ni dikelilingi gunung-ganang.. tp bile da slmt daki smp atas tu lega.. & disambut kucing.. tu yg segar tu.. hahaa.. urm tp kat atas tu tk dptla nk masuk dlm gua hira.. kt luar je, sbb ramai jgk org time tu.. so da duduk2 jap amek gmbr etc, ktrg turun balek... nk naik tu around 1hr jgk la.. time turun tk smpai.. by the time balek hotel da 2am, kul 3+ da kene bgn so balek tu mandi ihram teros n zzz for only 1hr.. aft subuh, breakfast n da siap2 nk gi ziarah.. *yawns*

that day ktrg cume ziarah hudaibiyah je... kandang unta dgn tmpt miqat.. actually ziarah museum jgk eh? tp sbb tk dpt tmpt so tkleh pegi... masa smpai kt tmpt unta... fuuuuuuh baunye.. ahaiii.. tahan jela.. dpt la pegang unta n letak buih susu kt muke.. best.. sejuk. haha.. but it doesnt taste really good lah.. erm.. so hari tu tk buat umrah... lepas zohor, klua lg dgn kakak.. haha ktrg buat tour ktrg sndr plak... jalan gi aziziyah.. gi mina.. n balek rumah kakak.. all the way layan muhammad punye keletah je.. haha :) then, that night aft isyak ktrg mkn pizza hut... kakak mengidam pizza so ktrg makanla pizza....

eh penat tk bace post ni? saye pon penat menaip.. zz da kul 3:19am.. tkpe, skit lg.. teruskan perjuangan.. hah

bsknye umrah lg.. den siang tu baru terdetik utk pkai niqab.. patutnye da pkai dari kt madinah lg.. pdhl madinah lg panas n bahang sampai hidung berdarah sume.. fuuh 43-45degrees k jgn main2.. anways mlm tu lepas isya pegi rumah kakak balik n mkn nasi ape pulak tk igt.. asek mkn luar je eh? huhu ayah dan kebabnye especially, tk abes2.. tu yg tk cukup rest tu asek kluaaaa je..

esknyer thursday buat umrah lg.. my 4th n final one.. alhamdulillah dpt buat 4kali.. hmm ckp psl umrah.. time Sa'i mmg penat.. heh.. ade satu part tu klaka.. time tu tgh jalan rilek2.. den kat Sa'i ade from 1 point to another point yg lelaki digalakkan lari2 anak.. pstu org2 iran/turkey ni dahla jalan dlm kumpulan.. skali mase tgh jalan mamai2 tu.. dgr mcm kecoh2 skit pat blkg.. pusing jap tgk org2 lelaki tgh mcm run forward.. haha mcm kene kejar sey x) terkejut hamba mcm ade stampede, kecut perut terus ketepi.. lol. haha but apapepun, tu sume pengalaman.. mase dulu2 buat umrah pun bknnye igt sgt.. so rasenye this time buat lg rase yakin la.. =)

hmmm k lg ape eh.. friday night tu ade taklimat.. huu kumpul ramai2, sedih la jgk kn.. da almost 2 weeks together n nmpk muke2 yg same.. n mase2 lg few days nk balek tu jgkla baru rapat2 dgn some yg age gap tk jauh.. haha ade yg suke kpop jgk rupenye haha! anw, the next day, saturday, hari tu 1 sya'ban, pintu ka'abah dibukak utk dibersihkan.. mak, aunty abg dpt tgk.. saye? tgk kt tv je... sobsob.. sbb time breakfast tu ade pkck tu kate da bukak so igtkn da tutup la.. so tk patah balik mjd.. sobs, syg kn? da ade peluang.. hmm.. tkpela.. hmm lunch haritu kat luar, mkn nasi bukhari pulak.. mkn luar lg? =.= tp tu jela last klua n beli brg2.. tp mlm tu sempat jgk beli brg lg.. haha beli abaya sepasang ngn kakak.. da lame tk ade baju same^^

hmm... souvenirs? haha.. mereka2 yg rapat dpt keychain with arabic khat name dorg + inai. org yg khat tu baik.. actually 10riyal.. pstu tawar2 die nk kasi 8riyal.. mntk2 lg alhmdulillah dpt 7 riyal.. pstu ade lg satu kali pegi dpt 5riyal je! hee. anw mase 1st time jumpe die tu bebual2 arab la dgn die.. abe die tanye dari mane, umur brp sume lah, atlast soalan cepumas, anti mutazawwijah? awk da kawin? wakaka.. utk elak dr lg mcm2 soalan.. ckp jela na'am.. =p pdhl cincin kat tgn cincin plastic je. keke. afwan ya syeikh.. ok2 so mereka2 yg bernasib baik plak will each get a chocolate bar & chewing gum okies? :)

so... finally its sunday.. skejap je mase berlalu.. mase last day tu rase sayu je.. the night before dpt buat last tawaf sunnat dah.. den after subuh pagi tu tk terus balik hotel sbb nk habeskn juz' 30. mase kt madinah smbg dr juz' 20 or brp belas n hari2 bace as many as possible sbb nk khatamkn before balik.. so alhmdulillah pagi tu jgk dpt habeskn.. :) yg pntg, Quran tu bacelah hari2.. by the time abes tu da almost 7am.. so cpt2 balik hotel, n siap2.. bwk turun luggage n buat tawaf wida'.... lps solat sunnat lps tawaf tu doa.. doa.. n doa.. ='|

kesimpulannye; mmg nikmat buat ibadah kat sane tk dpt rasekan kt mane2.. mmg ingat nk buat yg baik je.. kat sane solat tahiyyatul masjid, qabliyyah, ba'diyyah, solat jenazah, quran, zikrullah, selawat, tk pernah tggl, ade je bende2 yg buat org asek terpikir n tk focus tp seboleh2nye tepis.. dunia semue tu.. huu.. yg pntg alhamdulillah semue urusan kat sane dah selesai n everything serahkan je pdNya.. smg segale amalan diterima n ditetapkan iman.. amiin..

so that's all i guess.. mata dah tk tahan ni dari tadi.. jari-jemariku dah lesu n otak kene rest, dari tadi perah all the memories utk 2minggu.. haha.. so insyallah next post, wallahu'alam bile.. takecare k semue. salaam ;)

the rest of the pics can be viewed here:

1st album

2nd album

a note for my meow

2011-06-19T00:47:00.009+08:00

its 12:48am.. 1 more night.. 3 more days..

kesiannye nanti Nenen kene tinggal sorang2 for 2 weeks..

eventhough nenek will come up everyday to give him food and all,

but there's no one to play with him.. to caress him.. to give him attention..

he will be waiting for us by the door.. wondering...

where have my owners been to?

why am i all alone?

how many days and nights have passed?

why is the house so quiet?

"MEOW?" O_O

i will miss you meow. more than i would miss anyone else in Singapore.

take good care of yourself, eat and sleep well,

pee and poo at the right spot ok?

we'll be back, don't worry..

bye, meow ♥

p/s: if only you can read and understand this...

roller coaster

2011-06-17T02:36:00.004+08:00

my mood is fluctuating.

it has been on a roller coaster ride for the whole day.

topsy-turvy.

up and down.

normal monthly thingy.

also because i slept late last night. maybe?

i wanted to see the full lunar eclipse.

but it rained heavily. :(

hmm, at times like these,

i always ponder about a lot of things.

to be emotional,

or happy?

update tentang diri

2011-05-31T16:36:00.008+08:00

salaam..

macam tetibe terase rindu pade blog..

macam tetibe rase ade banyak benda utk dikongsi..

ye ke? hmm

hari ni hari selasa.. hujan lebat td baru je reda.. hm da nk masuk 2 bulan cuti kat spore.. & ade lg 3 bulan utk hooray2.. huuhuu.. initially niat tk amek shortsem sbb nk holiday pegi Japan & kerja part-time.. lepastu Japan pon dilanda tsunami.. tk tercapailah niat.. kerja part-time pulak.. smpai skrg blom kerja2 lg.. sbb wlwpn blom officially kerja, dah ade kerja pon.. routine saya on weekdays is to accompany nenek at home while everyone works. knp kene jage nenek? sbb tok dah tkde.. nenek kesunyian & dia pon tklah kuat sgt.. so hari2 saya duk rumah nenek, kdg2 mlm tdo sini jgk.. smbil menghabiskn masa dgn kpop & kdrama.. so unhealthy right? tapi nasiblah rumah kami satu block.. turun naik lift je..

pasal nk kerja pulak.. klw dah diberi tugas, mcm mane nk kerja.. tp apepun, nk jugak! haha.. few weeks back da apply ikea.. ikea lg? a'ah.. sbb dekat ngn rumah & ade shifts.. so bolehla smbil2 jage nenek kn.. tapi smp skrg tkd call.. ntah ade harapan ke tak.. ade jgk apply watsons.. actly dpt email for walk-in interview.. tapi mak kate tk pyh pulak.. takut kene campak jauh2.. so skrg ni saye tk tau nk kerje ape.. kemarin nk apply iras, tp dah mcm gini.. tk kesampaian lah.. nk apply SAS, da nk tutup skola.. tp nnt saye try jelah...

oh btw, kenape saye post in malay ni? saye pon tk tau.. sbb tgh musim bahas gknye..

pastu.. insyaallah 18 june nnt, kami sekeluarga akn berangkt ke tanah suci utk menunaikan umrah.. ni kali ketige.. nnt dpt jumpe kakak & abg, n baby dlm perut kakak! :) semakin hari, saye rase iman ni semakin goyah.. ntah apape je.. name je budak QuranSunnah.. tp tk mcm 1 pun.. =( i really hope to cleanse myself.. in and out.. Allah, banyaknye dugaan di dunia yg tk mampu ku tepis..

hmm lagi... saye dah keep in touch dgn girlfriends S4'07 saye.. ktrg on the way to create something bombastic! hehe insyaallah.. saye sbg secretary yg byk kekurangannye.. huhu.. best sgt bile jumpe dorg time meeting.. terigt zaman2 dulu.. skrg smue dah kakak2.. wlwpn perangai kami tetap mcm budak2.. kdg terase janggal dgn sesetengah, sbb mmg dah lame tk jumpe.. moga ukhuwwah kami berkekalan..

dengan classmates Pu2'09 pulak.. kami mcm biase2 je.. keep in touch dgn girls most of the time.. mungkin ade yg tertanye knp saye lg rapat dgn mereka? sbbnye.. mase masuk waktanjong dulu.. sayela satu2nye dr alsagoff, sementara yg lain kebanyaknnye masuk kuis & maarif.. jadi kat mwti lah saye belajar utk berdikari.. campur dgn org.. lebih active kt skola.. dan dlm mase 2 tahun yg begitu singkat, kami jadi rapat.. tambahan pula, masuk uia, dgn kwn2 mwti jgk.. tp apepun, saye happy n tersgt menantikan kemasukan classmates alsg utk sem1 nnt! meriahnye hidup dikelilingi oleh org2 yg saye syg =)

hmm.. kebelangan ni.. ade jgk perkare2 yg buat saye tk tenteram.. haha.. apekah? heh

with that, i shall end my post for today... when will be my next post? idk. anyways i hv my personal diary to write on.. :) an thanks d to this post, im feeling better.. just now was suddenly feeling a bit down.. & whoever reads this.. thanks for visiting my blog.. tc all..

اللهم ثبت قلوبنا على دينك وطاعتك

2011-04-19T17:00:00.003+08:00

i didnt know that will be the last time i will see tok..

rindu tok.. :'(

announcement

2011-03-09T18:03:00.000+08:00

i will be away from facebook until the fb team believes that im the owner of my own acc. whattheeee -.-

im doing fine

2011-01-11T17:56:00.001+08:00

...yeap insyaAllah.. :)

..

2011-01-11T13:46:00.003+08:00

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku adalah seorang hamba yang lemah..
in need of your guidance..

sem 2 2010/2011

2011-01-07T02:37:00.004+08:00

3 weeks had passed since the beginning of my second semester.
things are not going on too smoothly cuz i'm still a bit unorganized for my schedules.
and im taking 18.5 credit hours this time.
5 assignments in queue.
midterms coming up.
but i havent start anything.
haish. scary.
btw, i miss GP! i have to constantly use my english sey kalau tak nanti karat..

cheesecake vs. cats? =/

that's all,
a late HAPPY 2011 to everyone.
goodnight.

moving out

2010-11-24T21:04:00.003+08:00

yeaaaaap. im moving out hmmm.. in a month/+ insyaAllah..
i found soooo many things; craps/junks that leads to the past..
memories since childhood.. secondary.. preu.. :)
some memories are meant to be remembered but some are meant to be forgotten..
hurhur.. but i will keep all precious stuffs, of coz =)

anw.. i still have my tamagotchi.. my knitting tool.. my stuffs since primary, erk.. byk lg lah! so sad i have to let go most of it.. which i no longer need.. sob sob..

anw these are pieces of advices tt i wrote down, not sure when but during my sec.. so im just gg to type it here, before i crumple it.. heh.
- if you judge people, you have no time to love them
- knowledge is more important than imagination
- if you are thinking ahead, sow a seed;
if you are thinking 10 years ahead, plant a tree;
if you are thinking 100 years ahead, educate people!
- live today fully and you'll create a lifetime of meaningful memories.
- if you dream it, you can do it.
- there is no telling how many miles you have to run, while chasing a dream.

na molla~

2010-10-07T20:40:00.003+08:00

why am i behaving like this? molla~
why must i feel that way? molla~
why cant i find the sincerity? molla~

imperfections is one thing.
to tolerate n to accept it is another.
life's hard sometimes. its how u deal with it.
im trying.

오늘밤

2010-09-15T00:06:00.002+08:00

sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight 가슴이 아파..

oh no no no no nobody knows.. 맘 몰라..

엄마 아빠..

anniversary...

2010-09-03T19:47:00.002+08:00

time buka just now...

me: smlm punye smlm anniversary kakak tau.. 1st sept..
ayah: oh kakak punye igt, mak ayah punye tk igt...? (pauses)..
mak: da lepas pooooon...
ayah: oh alamak da lepas eh? bile ah? (lol)
mak: 2nd sept...
ayah: *laughs*
me to ayah: ayoooooo... xDDD

♥ HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ♥
♥ MAK&AYAH ♥
+
♥ KAKAK & A.SYA ♥

major homesick

2010-06-07T16:30:00.004+08:00

i cant wait to go back..
tsk tsk..

ustaz said our exam will be on the 14th..
tsk tsk..

and this morning, i checked my exam slip..
and it's on 14th AND SEVENTEENTH..
tsk tsk..

i'm sad..
tsk tsk..

hmmmmm...
tskkkkkkk...

yup..

2010-06-03T19:22:00.002+08:00

i was bloghopping... and i came across this...

Sometimes, tears might just be your last option to have you smile back again.

true enough... :'|

bosan!

2010-06-02T17:12:00.004+08:00

im bored.
totally bored.
damn bored.
super duper bored!

haaaaahaaaaaa... im still in the computer lab @ campus.. haha going back in 5 mins!
wasting my time.. nothing to do.. n finally decided to change the blogskin.. huhu
n i just read my old posts... and laughed at myself.. haha..
class was okay today.. slept in reading class.. but was awake in writing class.. good good.
hahahaha.. japanese class at 8pm tonite.. jap. exam next week 9th june..
reading & writing final exam 14th june..
and im going back to singapore on 15th!!! yeeeehaaaaaa...
i miss singapore so badly. i miss my family and friends.. ='(
well well.. bored.. ok time's out!
takecare~ annyeongg~ sayonara~~

dear PU209

2010-05-30T21:51:00.003+08:00

dear beloved classmates..

i miss each and everyone's presence..
i miss waking up at 6am..
i miss taking the train to paya lebar with murni (and going back)..
i miss sitting with sya..
i miss rhy too eventhough i still see her everyday ;p
i miss meow-ing with hasanah..
i miss the laughter of the three girls..
i miss doing random things with kay..
i miss rody's laughter that makes me laugh..
i miss aini's quietness..
i miss the guys' lame jokes..

i miss sharing my breakfast..
i miss being "adil"..
i miss my desk..
i miss sleeping in class..
i miss our teachers, ~~not~~..
i miss climbing up to the 5th floor..
i miss walking around in class..
i miss my purple uniform very much..
i miss our togetherness..
i miss my my class..
i miss schooling life..

it's different here.. ='(

back to school~ =)

2010-04-26T18:56:00.008+08:00

salaam.. :D
finally i've settled down in UIA, alhamdulillah..
it has been 2 weeks now and UIA is just great, except from the system and their english. ermm. hehe

there are 5 singaporeans for this sem 3; april 2009/2010 intake. me, rhy, yasmin (arab's cousin), + khuzaimah & natasha from zuhri. & the most important thing is, me n rhy are roommates! and also yasmin~ hee~ and my fellow friends from the same level are from singapore, indonesia, djibouti, saudi arabia, and also nigeria.. and being friends with international students are just awesome. hahaa.. it's really cool.. here are some of my int. friends that im pretty close with: Sukainah (Yaman), Zarkah (Kashmir), Firdows + Raudhah (Djibouti) & Hanan + Dhiya (Indonesia).. and actually i didn't even expect UIA to be "this" international.. so now i quite understand why uia's vision & mission is Islamization, Internationalization, Integration & Comprehensive Excellence. but i only agree fully on the internationalization part. :P

So, for the first week, we had Orientation Week for International Students. hee.. the committees are cool. On the first day (Tue, 13/4), we had Group Binding, mainly just to get to know each other with all the games n stuff..

The next day (Wed), we had APT (arabic placement test) and EPT (english placement test) briefing.. followed by Motivational Talk & Treasure Hunt. but erkk.. we didn't attend motiv. talk & treasure hunt!! xD we were too tired and anw, EPT & APT was just the next day. -_-" EPT was fine... but APT Core was oookay, it's like, u have to finish 15 pages in 2hours???!... and i was doing my APT in a very sleepy mode. and i tried to fight fight and fight until i finish everything. and alhamdulillah i passed my EPT, also my APT core :) and that night, we had Grand Dinner. cheh ade lilin2 sumer... the aura was good, but the food was so-so. xD

We had no programs on friday. wohoo! so me, rhy & sukainah went to giant @ batu caves to buy stuffs and eat something good. lol. really had fun. laughters non-stop. and Suka juz cant stop talking, well, what do u expect from a Law student ;p

and Saturday was the best day.. we had our KL Tour (eksyen2 tk knl KL ah).. lols. we went to Putrajaya (ate Secret Recipe), then to Planetarium, then to KLCC and lastly we went to Muzium Islam ape ntah, tk igt... tp bessssst!! =))) then balik UIA..

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Our APT core & EPT results were released last monday & tues. and as i mentioned earlier. i passed both. so for APT, i had to take APT skills (listening, speaking, reading & writing) which was on Tuesday. it took us from morning 9am - 5pm *faints*, but of coz we had some short breaks in between. and right after APT skills, we had our first day of Ta'aruf week, which is compulsory for all malaysian & international students.

the dress codes for the the whole week are either formal, sports or Batik. haha! yeah we were given 1 baju batik and the color for our batch is grey with purple flowers. it was okay for me :) we were also given attendance sheet, and there are 8 slots, u'll be given diff color of stickers for each slot at an unknown time & prog. so being a good girl, =P, i attended all the programs .. wahah... most of the programs are briefings about this and that, just to understand UIA better.. but hmm, its quite embarrassing when almost all of the presenters explained in broken english. *sigh* this is an international university lah.. zzz.

on the last day, we had to sleep in the mosque cuz of qiyam. but wuhuuu.. lucky im a girl xp so i continued sleeping until 8am.. woke up, took a shower.. n off to Tour d Campus.. then we had our course registration. oh sorry, for the APT skills, i failed my reading & writing =X haha.. so cant exit to Kulliyyah yet.. im still in "Pre-Sessional something2" in CELPAD. so for this semester, im going to study only Quranic Language Skills for Reading & Writing. Aft Kuliyyah registration, went back to Mahallah and showered again and prepared myself for Bai'ah Ceremony! which is the highlight of the Ta'aruf Week. i like the IIUM song. haha! we had to rehearse everyday! sampai terhafal. haha! so during the Bai'ah, we had to read the student's oath.. "We, as the students of the Int. Islamic Uni. Malaysia, solemnly pledge................................................................."
and right after the oath, im now officially an IIUM student =)))

So my class started today, 2 classes everyday for this 2 months, my Lecturer is from Sudan. haha he's cute. and what i like about him is, he's very generous in giving mufradaat.. and he will keep explaining until we really2 understand =)

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One more thing i need to share is, CATS are just everywhere in UIA. huhuu.... im currenly a mother to 1 Cat and her 3 kittens. hahaha.. me n rhy rescued 2 of the kittens from drowning last week okayy when it was raining heavily.. and the 1 of the kittens was really2 screaming for help that i can hear it on level 5.. quickly went down and pull out the cat from the small drain.. haha. dirty job. i dont care e e e e e ~ =P

i guess that's all fr now.. more stories to come.. i neeed to take a shower first, then im going to do some revision :)) okay takecare all.. hope u guys enjoyed reading this post..
oh one more thing, im going back to singapore this friday! yay!! i miss my laptop, i miss my family, i miss mom's cooking, i miss my house and the most important thing is, i miss my CAT! :D

A-level results

2010-03-09T16:25:00.000+08:00

Hmm i've been trying to avoid this topic eversince i got my results.. But i got tired running away when people keep asking me about it.. I have to accept it.. Redha, ade hikmahnye.. that's what my friends told me..

To be honest, for those who didnt know, my results were horrible. And i've been repeating this to myself.., "i thought i did better".. "im sure i did better than my prelims" But who cares? no one cares. I disappoint them. ;( in the end, i ended up crying the whole night.. (fyi; i already cried 40 mins at sch) heh..

I dunno if i should retake my As.. But im afraid the results will turn out the same and i'll definitely waste my time again.. So i've decided.. I'll just look ahead and learn from my mistakes.. I've applied for UIA.. I really hope i will get accepted.. I'll also apply for um and ukm.. For now i'll leave everything to Allah.. Kte merancang Allah menentukan.. So He surely knows what's best for me.. InsyaAllah..

iQuwais

Graduated

2010-03-03T20:36:00.000+08:00

السلام عليكم..
Hello.. Its been a while.. Ive gt nothin much to share.. Work was okayy.. Everything's okay.. And alhamdulillah i've finally graduated from MWTI.. :)) now im officially an alumni.. Haha.

Congratz to all my classmates, PU2'09. We made it through these two years. But im not prepared for our A-lvl results this coming friday. Date confirmed. =S i admit i didnt gave my all for alvl. But i know i did better than my prelims. But what if... Everything turns out really horrible.. ;((

Scared+nervous+50% confidence. Tsk2..
And anywy i did dreamt of my results two months ago.. N guess what? I got D for all subjects except gp, C6!? T_T

Hmm the only thing i can do ryte now is just berdoa-berserah-tawakkal.. Lesson learnt; no last minutes.

والسلام....

2nd day

2010-01-21T02:18:00.003+08:00

first day was okay, second day was better :)
but i was late again today!!! omg dies. ok diam.
so like yesterday, a bit of shifting here n there, susun2 flowers kasi cantik n sedap mate memandang, susun2 frames, learnt some new things on the computer, how to check stock n pricing, how to serve people, and where is where.. pheww.
i'm lovin' it bit by bit eventhough its abit tiring cuz of moving here n there & u just gt to sit during your 1 hour lunch & ard 20mins solat break.
but what i like about my job is, org tk kacau unless necessary, so when im doing my job at one area, i can do it peacefully while humming some music and only when people say "excuse me?" then i will turn around n serve them. best! :D cuz that's just me, i dun like to kacau people and i dun like people to kacau me when im doing my thing ;D

tp yg tk best td sbb makan lunch sorg.. tk tau nk gi ngn sape td.. smlm da mkn nasi ayam, so td i ate kfc. wee~ smbl makan smbl msg2 org.. haha.. a.osman did share with me some boleh tahan stupid questions from sleng customers that made felt like crashing his head on the wall. hahahah....

1) there's a biiig carpet... and the customer asked him: "excuse me, sir? can u wash this in the washing machine?" i laughed.
2) the customer wants to buy a tall wall-mirror. "excuse me, sir? can this mirror fit in MY CAR?" (the joke is, its your car what, not my car, u should know yourself) lol.

-the end-
tomorrow off! yabedabedooooo! x)

first day of work

2010-01-19T23:51:00.002+08:00

waking up late on your first day of work is not funny k ned -.-
i was supposed to be @ ikea 930am today..
yesterday i think i dozed off around 1am+ while watching kbs song festival..
then suddenly i heard jae&micky's voice *ringtone :P* and opened my eyes...
"kenape da terang?" i thought. then quickly looked at the clock! shooots. 9.10 already.
rupenye u.raihana yg call. -_-" but thanks to her la..
i quickly siap2 n all.. skali bankbook pulak tk tau mane mak letak.. da nk nanges sey time tu T_T
dah dapat tros zaaaap klua n hail a taxi =X
naseeeeb baikla ikea dekat... reached ikea within 10 minutes; 9.40am, n quickly went to the office.
& naseb that aunt didnt say anything or whatsoever.. maybe she didnt know i was supposed to come at 930. xD

anw, she gave me 2 ikea uniform, my nametag and a badge "i am new", and also my locker key. hee cool plak ade locker sendiri.. but i didnt wear my uniform on the first day. then met with another lady, she did some briefing on ikea's history, managers, safety blabla.. then met with another guy, he explained briefly about this n that while we make a tour,.. til he passed me to a guy, which im going to be working with for these few days til they decide where to put me permanently. im glad that he's malay! haha.. mr. osman. and another guy, syarif.. budak ni baru abes O. while he was explaining some things, i thought i heard him calling me "adik", like hellooo. -_-"

anw i'll be at the home deco area if u want to find me :P so, harini, i susun2 the barangs kasi neat, shifting here n there, buang kotak2, jalan sane sini bile tk tau nk buat ape, and assist the customers when they ask for help. huhu. but for today, everytime a customer approached me, i will definitely say, "im sorry, can u pls hold on for a sec" ahaha n calls out for mr.osman :p

other than that, lunch is ok, solat is ok :)) that's all for today. i'll update again if there anything interesting. working hours: 10-6. nk kacau, kacau ah.. hp is with me all the time, but i cant assure u if i will reply. nyahaha. ok byebye :)

start of something new

2010-01-16T13:00:00.005+08:00

السلام عليكم~

hehe annyeong~ currently at mama's house... been sleeping here since tuesday with sotongz.. and yesterday was really fun.. me, iqah, m.zul & sarah bakedd black forest cake and orange cupcakes, cuzzins united ^^

so, january.. haha the starting of the year has already been very tiring.. well i've been going back & forth to school to help out for the upcoming seminar in february.. i was assigned to be the head of admin, while rody is the head of sponsorship.. lots of work to do.. but alhamdulillah we dun really have go to school everyday now since the main important matters are settled.. but yeah, i just hope everything will be successful :)

last wednesday, cikgu masnia offered me to relief ust.faridah's lessons.. well since i've got nothing to do at home, so, yep.. hoping to gain some new n fun experience, teaching primary level.. the day started off quite well.. P2, P4 & P5... til the last period P.E with P1.. that was bizarre.. i never knew controlling kids was that hard, and with my voice, they are just uncontrollable that i was about to cry. lol terbalek plak x) but even with that one day experience, teaching is still not my passion. -_-"

anyway, these coming days will be fun and tiring.. cuz i've got a job @ IKEA, alhamdulillah.. as a sales assistant.. i wonder how working life will be like.. anticipating but im pretty worried too cuz i'll have to face all kinds of customers.. pay is not that high but im doing this to fill up my time til may.. =)

i guess that's all for now.. tuition at 3 and i'm still here.. -the end-

update

2010-01-06T15:13:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

just for the sake of updating.

BYE.

thank you.

sweet escape.

2009-10-12T02:39:00.003+08:00

=) alhamdulillah prelims are over.. but it wont be long til A level starts.
& i havent revised since d last day of prelims. hahahah.
been slacking til now..

hee.. and throughout this "short holiday", de-stressing is very important. haha!~

[tuesday]
right after our last paper ended.. we headed straight to Marina Square for lunch! xD
the meal was superb. the drink was fantastic. and the desert was bombastic.
our stomachs' filled. and all ready to go home. but me and hasanah decided to catch a movie instead! ngeahahaha. Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs was great. haha. actually there were only 6 people in the cinema, including us. does it sound pathetic? quite. but luckily the movie was great and i enjoyed it. but it would be more fun if there's more people so we can laugh out loud til the cinema shakes. haha. then, at night, went out with parents & abg hatta to Orchard Cineleisure's BBQ Chicken! wuhaha. =)

wednesday was a nice day. i stayed home and relaxed.

[thursday]
jengjeng! finally PU209's jalan raya. hehe. we managed to cover 12 houses. as planned. after all the plus n minuses. haha. everytime naek bus je kecoh. kalau tk kecoh da tdo lah tu. lol. and the time ended just nice. =) another memory with my fellow classmates. & im glad all of us made it.

[friday]
JK eat-out! *manse~!* hehe.. yeay. korean food again! haha. Seoul Garden for the im-not-sure-how-many-times. haha. But it surely is fun n meaningful cuz
1) we are COMPLETE. 6 of us again, finally. ohh, pure love. <33
2) I got my 첫 생일 선물 (bday present) from them! hahah padahal 1 more week eh. i LOVE it! they picked an awesome 엇 which matches n fits perfectly on me.
애들아~ 감사하고, 사랑해~!
너희들은 짱이야~~^^

saturday, slacked again.

[sunday]
after subuh, didnt sleep cuz ayah said we'll be going to bonatical gardens. skali tettt. die yg tdo.. so i read my Restu. then i suddenly thought of going there first.. so i can take lots of pics. yeehaa. so i gt ready. ayah pelik y do i look so rushed. haha. and he asked, tanak naek kereta? tnk! haha.
so i took the bus. just a few stops jer. as i alighted the bus. i was welcomed by a very pwetty cat.. dahla manjer. color lawa plak tu. haha. took few pics of the cat. then headed towards botanical gardens, and had a nice walk, surrounded with colorful flowers and fresh air, while listening to music. fuhh best. then i started taking pics.. of the swans, the flowers and blabla..
lps ayah & mak dabes walk&jog, i met them, then we go breakfast. balek rumah tros BOOOM tdo. =X

haha.. da bgn tros terase nk jalan2. haha.. so i siap2 n decided to jalan-jalan at bugis. so i went there alone. just having a nice time with myself. haha.. and spent hours at artbox. hahaa best! x)
went back home 3 hours later. hee. and im here until now. not yet sleeping. it's already 3am+. hahaa. & tmr is JK jalan raya. so i need to sleep and have fun tomorrow. cuz tmr is the last day i can ignore my books. haha. i need to start real soon!

dun worry ned. the sweeeeetest escape will come just right after ur last paper. =))
all u need to have now perseverence, stamina & spirit to go through this last stage. InsyaAllah.

goodbye for now. Ma'assalamah. (:

OCTOBER 1st!!

2009-10-01T19:56:00.003+08:00

yeahh.. october da dtg..
wow.. time's running really fast..
i cant believe im going to add 1 to my current age. dang.
haha..

anyway.. im currently at queenstown lib..
tomorrow's paper is sastera.. gosh.. i still have a lot more to go..
better than nothing la..
klw dari tadi duk rumah gknye tdo , tk blaja lgsg, tk pon ngadap laptop teros..
tak sabar nk abeskn next tues!!! tapi mon dgn tues nyer bykk~~
adeihh... seram uh syahadah.. prelims as well. T_T
i didnt put much effort for my finals. haix.. menyesal skrg pn tk gune kn kn kn.. =/

oklaa.. gtg now.. lapar la pulak. hehe
anw, i've been eating out four days straight. FAST FOODS!!
omg ned.. ape jadi dgn simpan challenge?! hahahaha..
tkp2.. lg skit nk sampai target.. =))
ok bbye ppl~ annyeong~~^^

p/s: num 9061**** da pakai balek tau k. tp num 82050*** pon masih pkai..

blurt it out~

2009-09-17T23:45:00.002+08:00

Salam.. heehee. im kinda lazy actually to update.. but since it's been a while and the blog is soon to be covered with dusts, so i shall update.. ;p

it's examination period actually. but im soo happy n lighthearted cuz the 2nd part of exam is over.. well basically it's divided into 3.. diniyyah subjects, arabic & a level.. as for diniyyah subjects, it was already over since last 2 weeks, and arabic just ended today. actually i did did lots of craps for my syahadah. =( and now im worried. but the worse was tauhid & nusus paper. im not sure how am i going to react upon seeing marks later.. for some other subjects, it's like nyawa2 ikan also.. im only confident with SOME subjects. not that im going to get As, but atleast i was able to do.. arhh.. im so lacking of motivations.. i know everything is actually me. i have to drive myself. but i just dunno why. plus there's just a lot of thing to memorize.. and my bigger worry is now on my prelims. i haven't started revising yet! HELPP~

anyway, thanks to those who gave me some motivations.. it helps, even though i still slacked. -_-

-if you don't pass exam, how can meow go university?...........if u don't get money, how can meow buy korean stuffs? xD

- have faith in yourself and esp in God to help u gain back yr motivation (:

- u need to buck up, u hv to make sure other subjcts marks r high..

- ned! himnae! do ur best. i noe u can! :D

- ingat masa dpn. jadi smgt skit, kalau nk masa dpn gelap jgn bljr :P

thank you to these ppl, u know who u are. ;)

hmm.. my health condition? im okay.. not sick or whatever.. but im suffering with 5 ulcers. i never get this many AT A TIME. lagi tgh puase2 ni.. wahh best btol. -_-" ahh hehe, anyway, my puasa so far fullmark. i just hope i can get til the end. 2 more days! ;D

well, today right after spending some time in sch library aft today paper, i went to arab st alone, to buy some stuffs.. then nana sms-ed me.. and she was at bugis too with ain & ika.. so we met i went to harbourfront.. it was sooo last min that we made plan for JK-breakfast later in d evening. but everyone was ok, only umi couldn't make it.. i reached home ard 3pm. thot of making honey cornflakes. but was tired since i only slept for 1hr+ yestrday. knocked down n woke up at 6. haha siap2 n went out quickly even though i was already too late. hahah. we ate something diff today, not korean food. tukar selera :P then we lepak2 at mcD til 1040. hoho. reached home 11.20 pm. every moment spent with them is really fun, dear JK who really understands me, i love u guys, yeongwonhi/zutto! =))
what else can i blurt out here? *thinking* ahh.. i was really happy yesterday cuz it was fullhouse during buka.. i soo miss those moments spending time with my family, whole family. im the only one left, still a teenager, and have to many dreams.. it wont be the same as before =/ but im still grateful to have mak, ayah, kakak, abg wan and abg hatta. i just wished that our age gap was not so far.. =') anw, im anticipating this year's hari raya cuz of my nephew!! he's already 6kg btw, in just 2months!! hahaha.. anyway, my raya color this year is turquoise. yay favourite color of the year. hee~

ahh.. ok.. my post is long enough.. so i shall end right now..
take care everyone.. doakan for my exam, care to give some motivations? pls do. byk2 pon tkpe.. hehee.. i'll just wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA in advance!, just in case i wont be able to wish later.. ok goodnyte (:

p/s:

ONE MORE MONTH!
did i ring any bell? :))

august

2009-08-21T02:03:00.003+08:00

it's been a month. hello everyone. السلام عليكم (:
dah august dah.. skejap je kan.

and finally, dapat jugak jumpe MUHAMMAD. lepas 1bln lebih die lahir.. pathetic punye makcik. hehe. he's sooo cute and him chubbiness resembles me when i was young. <33 photos will be uploaded later2..

anyway. it's just A WEEK before prelims. im not sure how much have i done to get myself prepared. it's not even 50%. crazy uh? but alhamdulillah im slowing down on the internet. i study ok. ^^

we celebrated Teachers' Day yesterday @ sch.. i cant believe we r going to leave real soon.. i cried. two years is indeed a short period but the memories created was beyond it.. i love my classmates. =)

i guess that's it for now. gg to bed. have been sleeping late since yesterday cuz for these 2 days, we masok skola lmbt. due to PSLE's oral sumting2 held at mwti. wuhuhuu.. ok dah bebual rojak. till next time, sayonara.

p/s: every moment will be missed. =(

1 more day

2009-07-18T00:21:00.002+08:00

sapu : almost everyday
mop : so far 3x je.
basuh baju : once every 3 days (tk waste air)
lipat baju : kalau ade baju yg da basuh
siram pokok : once every 2 days (kesian pokok dehydrated)
amek lauk kat rmh nenek : almost everyday
cuci pinggan : everyday la
kasi mkn kucing : ofcourse everyday
bgn tdo lmbt : da 3x

that's what i've been doing since the last 2 saturdays (4/7/09), cuz my mum went for umrah..
so there's only me n my eldest brother, n sometimes my father.. i was very weak for the first few days.. even my classmates noticed. haha.. even my temperature rises.. but luckily i didnt get a fever.. i still managed to go to school even though i was too tired and was so unorganized.. but alhamdulillah, beloved form teacher, ust. Salaam gave me some motivations which actually made me cried.huhu. really thanked him.

well, im tired n sleepy. but i have to sidai baju first. hmm.. its okay ned, 1 more day. =)) and, i really missed mum so much. and i cant wait to see my nephew =( tkpela.. ok adios.

Nite cycling

2009-06-16T00:36:00.003+08:00

Hello readers!

Well, last Saturday, I joined a night cycling event called "Mun'ish", which was organized by some Muslim associations in-cooperation with Al-Mukminin Mosque, with Hasanah. The cycling route was from Al-Mukminin Mosque to East Coast Park with only 3 pit stops for some breaks & games. Yes, it was really tiring. But to cut it short, Alhamdulillah we both enjoyed this cycling event. Moreover we were in the same group! That's a bonus i should say :D Oh and we love our group cuz they're quite happening, especially when playing the "Roti Prata..." and "Concentration" game. Haha. And we named our group "Cicakman" ~ cak cak cak! ;D

not much difference huh? =P

Anyway, I went to Airport this evening with Mum, Nek & Tok to sent Mak Nah off for her Umrah. And since Kakak is going to give birth pretty soon, well, expecting 7 July but he may just come out anytime earlier before Mum goes there on 4th July right? Haha. So we "tumpang" Mak Nah a luggage bag full of baby stuffs and some food for Kakak herself. And I also tumpang my present for my bakal-menjadi-ummi sister which is a baby journal!!

Sweet kan? I even wrapped it ok =D And I'm sure she will love it. Oh and just want to share this; I may/will be called "Khalah" by my nephew, Kakak insisted it but yup, I'm delighted to be called Khalah. Hee can't wait! ^^

Well then, that's all I guess. The time at my lappy showsthat it's already 1:11 AM. So I'll be setting off to dreamland soon. So long and Good Night. =))

happy bday mak =)

2009-06-11T00:19:00.000+08:00

11 June 2009 - Mak's 53rd Birthday!

just now at 11:45pm, i received a reminder from my phone abt mom's bday.
she's sitting in front of the tv, playing her phone games. -_-"
10 mins later she went in the room.
and at 12am, i sent her a text message =P
"Mak! Happy 53rd Birthday!"
i waited for her reply,
but i only hear silence. =_=
5 mins later,
i got up and went to her room.
guess what?
she's still playing that game T_T
and i asked her;
"mak!!~ tk check msg ehhh??!"
she replied, *laughs* ohh tu nadiah msg eh? TT_TT

sedih kn?? see, my mum hs bcme really addicted to tt game.
and she didn't even bother to check the message?? >_>

but whatever la.. i still find it cute. hahahaha.
mak~ happy bday~ syg mak... (",)

my mum's funny

2009-06-07T00:43:00.003+08:00

salaam...

bored.. and i dunno what to blog about..
oh yeah. hahaha..
lately my mum is so into the games in her hp! lol~
it's not like her, really.
my mum has gone to bed since 11+
my dad just came home few minutes ago
and it came to my surprise that mum's actually not sleeping yet.
instead, she's playing games ???! XDDD
that's so funny.

anyway. went out to a baby fair @ EXPO today with mum.. she's just so excited about all baby stuffs.. n yeah, bought some baby clothes and stuff. haha.. i just follow her here and there, n give my opinions when she asked for it. i was already tired then. but she wanted to go to orchard rd since she hd received some metro vouchers from her teacher. so yea, we went there and bought some things. then went back home.

ahh ~ im also anticipating to see my to-be-born-nephew, Muhammad.. 1 month countdown! ^^
but i will only get to see him after 2-3 months? sad.
ok goodnite.

West Coast

2009-05-20T02:15:00.005+08:00

just a short post.

Went to West Coast Park this afternoon with Hasanah.
Haha it was unplanned.
Kebetulan has mmg nk tgk laut.
Kebetulan sy baru balek dr rmh Mama.
& Kebetulan weather forecast salah =P

We met up at Clementi mrt station, had our lunch, then off to WCP by bus.
We walked under the hot burning sun.
We sat down, mesmerized over the shimmering sea & the beautiful sky.
We chatted about random things.
We heard the Poooooood sound from the ships and laughed.
And we took pictures for future reminiscence.
Thanks Hasanah for being part of my life. =)

k ned, WAKE UP!
gdnyte.

beloved cuzzin

2009-05-19T10:07:00.000+08:00

currently at mama's house, alone, eating breakfast ;D
she just went out for work..
been sleeping here since sunday night
cuz cik dek went to pulau perhentian.
& since i hv 2 days sch break, so here i am =))

haha. like bik ba'ah said earlier: "wahh kencang sey, tdo 'apartment datin salamah'~ dpt breakfast free hari2" =PP
tk dinafikan makcik2 sblh mak sume best2 ;)
pstu kn! bik nur td kate "eh, nadiah maken tembam eh?" =X
...."alah tkpelah tembam skit, cute2 chubby2" XD
yep2, i've put on some weight. but there's not much difference on my physical appearence. it only shows on my cheeks -___-

anyway, called iqah (my cuzzin) yesterday. hehe, she's now in a college in msia. HAHA. she cried as we talked. she misses kpop & internet so much. lol, she asked me to check BBF for updates n to tell her whatever updates in kpop. XD
& she's jealous cuz i slept as mama's hse. keke. and she's utterly sad cuz she might not able to attend her own brother's wedding. she said tt, if she skip her classes even for 1 day, she will miss A LOT. terpakselah berkorban. but whatever it is, i wish her best of luck!! 1 year je k sotong! aja2 fighting!! kambing miss u! ^^

listening to songs, singing, downloading BOF, playing restaurant city, wathching kpop videos & eating. hahah. nothing else.

BTW!
sunday mandikan nenen. dabes mandi, mestilah die kesejukan kan. laptop kan panas kan? i went to my room just for awhile. bile klua balek kat hall, chey dgr2 die tgh dudok atas laptop (panaskan badan). dudok tu da biase la so tkpe sgt. skaaaaaaali dgr2 key utk [f3] dgn num [4] tercabut lahh! -____________________- nk aje pijak2 die dat time jgk. naseb boleh pasang balek. tp nk tekan susah skit. duh. naseblah kau kucing nen~

senang hati~

2009-05-15T21:22:00.003+08:00

YAY! tests dabes! :D
cuti smpai tuesday! yay!
tp nxt friday ade fiqh test! tk yay!
& gp test ntah bile~
hee tkpla yg pntg byk dabes (;

td balek dr skola, g mkn at kdai hadi dgn has & rhy
huhu.. lama gile ktrg kt situ.. smp maghrib =P

k dah nk enjoy tonite! :D

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS =)

잽거 하루

2009-05-02T23:46:00.007+08:00

안녕하세요~
오랜만 이에요~
미안해요~ ^^

runny nose. i've been sneezing non-stop since yesterday night. could it be the cause of drinking bubble tea late last night? haha maybe. ugh.. i've wasted a lot of tissues. still, it flows like a tap water that was not properly tightened. hahaha ok sorry i know it's kinda growse =P

anyways yesterday was full of fun! we were 6 again after quite a loooong time. complete! =)) went out at 1030am n eventually i was the one who arrived last which is unlikely to be me arriving late most of the time. haha.. anway we met up at CCK then took a bus to b.gombak. 2 games. then we went back to CCK for lunch, 한국에 음식 당윤하지요! 너무 맛이써요~^^

after tummy was filled, we went to nana's house to do our zohor & asar prayer plus lepak for a while. and left her house around 5.30 pm. ain, liya & umi decided to go home, and i remembered my cousin kirim some flower pins at montip, and the "nearest" is harboufront. so pip who also felt like not going home yet accompanied me. then we took the train with umi. err actually we also planned to watch a movie. 으걍걍~ but none of the good ones suits our time since night's crawling. so we walked to masjid temenggong for maghrib n umi went home.

dah namenye sahabat sejati kn so our minds actually thought the same, which is to sleep at pip's house! hahahaha. then the plan goes like this; to call her mum to check if her father works at night, and if he does then i can sleepover. plan two is to catch a movie at cck, hopefully there were something good to watch between 9-930 pm. and YAY! our plan was a success! her father works yest night and 17 again was at 920. so i called my mum n asked for permission n sleeping at pip's house was not a problem at all. so we took d train to my house to take some things n went out at 840. took mrt. reached cck in 30 mins. headed straight to the ticket counter and went straight in d cinema and the movie began. as planned, just nice :D

it ended at 11pm. so we quickyly got off our seats n went down by d escalator. we were both awed to see ourselves walking in a shopping center with the all the shops closed n there's no people. so jakun of us, we walked around n took pictures . hahahaa~ n finally gt out from d mall. we were surprised to see Sweet Talk still open as we were walking to the bus interchange, apelagi, kite beli lah. XD

reached her house at 1130pm. hisy anak dara 2 org ni.. by then my nose was already running. lets destroy EL. nyahaaa. k washed up, solat, tv, laptop, zZzz. bgn pagi, solat, tdo balek, bgn, mandi, mkn, went out from her house at 940am n went for tutoring=)

so there goes my post about yesterday;
ohh 나의 잽거 친구들이~
너어어어어어무 사랑한다
*보보*

again&again

bully

2009-04-24T23:59:00.003+08:00

=)

missed blogging.. heheh.
today, me, hasanah & murni breaked our record of going to a cinema with sch uniforms! yayy!
heee~ the 3 of us + atikah went to PS aft sch n watchd GU GU THE CAT!
its a great movie cuz its obviously abt cats! xD

then, me n hasanah ate 1 slice of cake each at secret recipe while murni n atikah make rounds around PS.. hee.. chocolate indulgunce, wonderful taste ;) & then went home..

ok.. da.. ngantok..

ahh anw... i got hit 3 times today on my body.. twice by the door knob n another by d bucu tmpt kotak ape ntah.. n all happened bcs of murni.. cis! hahaha~ byk ketawa la nari.. istighfarlah wahai murni.. tk baik membuli org.. hahahah~

kk btol2 ngantk.. slmt mlm.. =)

MC

2009-04-06T00:46:00.003+08:00

Medical Certificate

NUR NADIAH BTE MD HASIM (S9137***Z)

Unfit for work/school for a period of 1 day(s), from 6 Apr 2009 to 6 Apr 2009 inclusive.

5 Apr 2009
Electronically signed by DR LARRY...

rebutia , alsagoff..

2009-03-29T07:53:00.007+08:00

salaam. gd morning! =)
hahaa i've been neglecting my blog.. sorry visitors! xp
but everything was ok and went as per normal..
but i cant run away from the fact that..

mid-year exams are just 35 days away!?
5 months to prelims.. =S
& 207 days to Alevels O_O"

okies. anw, rebutia camp & msia trip was fun fun fun!
~ glider; ours was quite big ~ & it can fly!~ heee
~ high ropes; i was the first among PUTRIs to go up, & fly our plane. best!
~ flying fox; i screamed! ;D
~ jungle trekking; tangkap 20 nyamuk eh? hahaa~ huuuds, slides, muddy water & most importantly, PACATS!> hahaha nice. ;D
~ menara maruah!; eventho we cant break the record but we still managed to build til the 7th level =)
~ nite advnture! nitewalk? solo drop? bolelaa~ masok hutan sorg2 kuk 12+ . huhuu~ *pokniiik* & *huud huuuuud* ahaha. it wasnt that scary actly ;] but unfortunately tt nite i was really sleepy that every second we stopped, i will close my eyes n suddnly *gone*, tup2 bukak mate da nk kene gerak. ahaha~ there were no moon tt nite, but hud hud really helps ;)
masok dlm paya @ 3am+ O_O haha.. kene rendam n selam la sey.. satu2 gigi da terketar2.. hehehehe~

well those are the highlighted ones. add ons? hahaha. dgr2 datang2 je da buat hal =P i left day hanger tingy with sya&my tudungs for the whole trip, in the bus at the far back of the seats , behind it. i really really forgot about it, but luckily idi pi'i were there to be superheroes. haha~ sorry guys for causing trouble, n thnks alot fr helping! ;]

i also miss the kitten, named her "baby", hehehee. & shared my tent with fellow buddies, rhy, has & sya.. ahhahahha! &kisah dlm toilet plus! rhy~, i will never forget OUR mamai moment in the tent. XP and ofcoz, i miss singing out loud kat dewan. "angkat tangan kanan! letak dkat bahu kwn sblh kanan*- poknik (= ahh ~ such wonderful memoriess =)) i wish to go there again, amiin.

"ukhuwwah yg terbina persis sekuntum bunga meskipun kini kita terpisah demi kasihNya~
namun cebisan kenangan kita~ sentiasa bermain di bayangan mata~
detik waktu yg berlalu~ menjadi memori kau dan akuuuu~ "

anyways yesterday i went to alsagoff's maulid. the moment i walked into sch, fely reallly happpy~ i really100x miss my school, my teachers, my uniform (err, maybe) , classrooms, & very imprtantly, the environment.. i cant believe, its almost 2 years since i graduated from alsagoff. gosh i wish i can go back to secondary level. heheheeee~

i was sooo into all the talkings & pics n stuff that i forgot about tutoring. lol. tgk2 jam da 4.45pm. cmne nk smpai lakeside kul 5 kn? lol so end up tk pegi.. instead, me , pip, zara & ain merayap to sim lim.. ahaha~ then suddenly terigt psl Earth Hour. hahaha semangat us. we quickly went to Msjd Bencoolen to solat maghrib & with a veeeeeery last min plan, we decided to go to esplanade. hahaha~ dgn jubah! nk dakwah tuu. ehehee. but not my luck, i didnt get to see when some off the lights were turned off, huhu.. but its okay. the time spent with the 3 of them were great! hee~ <3>

haiii bauu, bauu..

2009-03-10T18:26:00.003+08:00

that smell.. mcm terlekat kat uniform..
move skit je terbau..
tarik nafas skit je terbau..
angin tiup pon terbau.
tp cmne bau tu boleh tetibe terlekat kat situ eh.
pelik sgt. nk blaja pon tk senang..
hmmm..

bau apakah itu?
tk payahla awak tahu.
=)

time flies

2009-03-09T21:40:00.005+08:00

feeling melancholy.. hah
maybe bcuz of the weather?
lol yelah hujan je kan,, terbawak2.. hahaa
anway A-lvl results were out last friday.
and their results really scares me. O_O
i really need to do something.

well, without me realizing, days and time passed faster than expected.
it's March! if only i have a time machine..
and its just a week to rebutia!
plus, homeworks are piling up. but im not sure where to start. -_-"

people, i have a favour to ask from u guys (who are reading this).
can u pls give me some motivations or anything to make me realize how slacking i am right now and that A-lvls are just a few months away?
THANK YOU (:

ok lets put the above depressing story aside. =)
my sis's pregnancy already reached 5months 2 weeks. again, how fast!
and it's a boy anw so she and a.Sya decided to name him محمد,
yes, only muhammad. cant wait to see Baby Muhammad. ;D
which means, i will no longer be the "youngest" of the family =P
yet again, how fast it that! duh.

anyway razi, furqaan and humairah dah pndai membongkar hp and play the games. and this pic was edited by furqaan. haha.

hehe. klah. i shall stop here. gdnite ppl. salaam.=)

events

2009-02-14T22:53:00.004+08:00

سلام عليك

wee~ alhamdulillah im feeling good. why?
im not sick. haha literally. n my heart is at ease.
another big event are done! woooh!
club intro this morning was superb. ahhaha. every club made a very good presentation. ^^
& special thanks specially to adi & din for the very cute video. ;D
alhamdulillah nadi lughah gt good support from juniors. مرحبا بكم يا أعضاء الجديد
but ofcourse PERBAYU & S.E.A. are still on the top. hee~
after the club intro ended, headed straight to the canteen to prepare the booth. sooo last minute.
and wahh. lots of khats to be done. but atleast its something that i enjoy doing.

k after that, the preUs hv to stay to help out for the seminar organized by HPB.
while sitting at the back of the hall, i continued to make the bookmarks.
& later when it was Mami Asmah's cooking time, me, sya, rhy, kay, zahira & dayah sat at the back row of the seats and we didnt even pay attention.. we talked & took pictures & kecoh2 like it's nobody's business. keke. the seminar ended around 1.45? and then kte makan freee. hoho~ pastu dpt notebook freeee jgk. XD &home sweet home. :)

well ... all these events makes our bond tighter and im loving my classmates and fellow schoolmates more n more. & it seems like im loving the school too. but we are now left with just a few more months. and i dun want this to end. i WILL treasure every single moment, for it to be such wonderful memories at the end of the day. ((:

ps: pecah perut ketawe bile dpt tau ade bdk tu suke dbsk jgk. tp cool btl la. klaka3~ XD

unorganized

2009-02-09T23:01:00.003+08:00

tired, as always.
especially since the past few days, or the past few weeks, and to be precise since 2009, or should i be more precise; since PU2. lol.
and life has been so unorganized. duh.
i need to have some period of free time to make myself organized, eventhough i havent been so organized before. o_O
but to compare NOW to THEN, well you can see the difference.
andddd. Alvls. wahh. so much stress.

well luckily things are starting to maintain. hmmm not really.
haflah & gp presentation done. but club intro is still on the go. these are the big big ones.
but the other not so big ones; hadith hw, manthiq test, sastera presentation. -___-"
ohh so many stuff cramped in one small brain.

LIFE. <_<

confessions

2009-01-31T02:46:00.005+08:00

my heart is much more at ease now after some of the confessions.
yeah. but i still dont know why my utmost keikhlasan is still not there.
i dun want to hurt whoevers feeling but at the same time i dont want to be a hypocrite.
maybe u should just go on with the flow, nadiah? i'm still trying.
insyaallah one day i will n can appreciate the bond between us.
but all i can say now is, im sorry. wallahua'lam.

anyways had so much fun today ;D
& special thanks to rhy for the "share&confess" session this evening. =P

p/s: the above part is to whoever it may concern. no offense. :)

love and sacrifice

2009-01-27T01:15:00.005+08:00

i was watching a documentary film on kbs channel about an animal called badger..
it's loooks like a small bear.. it's very loving~!

when the female gt its new babies, the male will stay in another place bt not too far.. the female will stay with her babies most of the time, & when she finishes milking her babies or when the babies are playing, she will go and spend some time with her 'husband' where he waits for for..

then there was one time when they sensed that it'll will rain very soon.. so the male searched for a better cave and found one. but there's an obstacle to get there, which is a mid-high fence, so they hv to get over the fence to to get to their new home. so that one night, without any warning, the rain falls down heavily and they're all wet.. so while the male waits at the new cave, the female had to rush and take her 4 babies one by one to climb the fence and get them safe. i nearly cried watching that scenario and kept saying "alahhh cepaattt~ hmmmph~ shiaaaann~!!!!" .. lol. but seriously.. the female is just so tired and lost a lot of energy cuz she had to go back and forth the old and new cave with a plus of the obstacle. =(

the last baby was tired of waiting so it came out of the cave, i was freaking out, afraid that it would run away and get lost, but luckily the mother was fast enough and she quickly carry it with whatever strength that is left.. and while encountering the fence, she failed quite a number of times. so she climbed over and her baby followed her, and she sambut her from the other side. cute kaaaaan! so after all of them got there safely, the male cleans them up.. ^^ and they live happily ever after.. ;)))

see the love of these cuties?? they're so loving and that really moved me. aww~ so the moral of the story is.. the love and sacrifice that our mother and father gave us; we should appreciate it. the end. =)

oh brother

2009-01-19T00:11:00.006+08:00

i know im not supposed to do this, or any other things, except GP.
but but! ughhh. give me a break. just to keep me awake.

my eldest brother is super irritating. he always bothers me. -_-

1)

2)

deadpointer says:
MEOW!
nur nadiah ;; 진재 says:
sod
deadpointer says:
MEOW!
nur nadiah ;; 진재 says:
ARRRFF!

but the 3rd one is... cute? BLUEEEEEEK.

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feverish

2009-01-11T19:05:00.003+08:00

im sick since yesterday..
maybe because i ate chocolate in the morning & didnt drink water.. heh
plus, only the first week of school, but it was really hectic & i didnt get enough rest.
had soarthroat after that & otw back home, already feeling feverish..
after lunch, i slept from 2 to 6pm..
after maghrib, went out with mak & ayah for dinner cuz yesterday was ayah's bday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH~ =)

this morning, my temperature rised up & my soarthroat worsen..
mak gt me to drink some honey & i had to swallow 4 pills. then mak&ayah went out for a walk
and i slept again at 9am n woke up 45minutes later, called cikSeri to cancel todays' tuition, then continued to sleep. heh.

ard 11+ mak&ayah came home but i still cant get up from my bed. hee~ slept agn n finally woke up at 2pm. ish2.. took a shower, ate, then baring2.. mom asked me to drink air zamzam.. then i had to take some medicine again. wahh 6 tablets already.. & i slept again for 1hour at 4.. woke up later & feeling better, from fever. BUT now im having an unstoppable flu. hmm hmm.. hope to recover soon.. doakn, & thx to those who wished me fr a speedy recovery :))

takecare all.. jage kesihatan! nnt da saket susah.. hehe..
now i have to eat bubur.. mcm baby. wahaha.. k gdbye~

stressed.

2009-01-08T01:14:00.002+08:00

mentally tired.
i need a break from my GP project.
it makes me go crazy..
like seriously....

INTERNATIONAL POLITICS!!?
US? foreign policy? Cold War?
ARGH

괜차나요 진재씨 ~ its okay.
إن مع العسر يسرا

2double-O9

2009-01-01T00:09:00.002+08:00

=))
nothing else to say other than to wish everyone a happy 2009 ~
lets all get on progress with our new resolutions..
insyallah.. :)

-1st post of the year; 010109-

holi-holi-holidays~

2008-12-28T20:56:00.005+08:00

2nd post of the day (=
salaamz~
hmm hmm i think i have lots to blog, again. hee.
but i'll make it short as possible cuz im tired already.
been using the laptop since noon. =X

15-18th Dec; Excellencia: The Pursuit
oh i really learnt a lot. yes, A LOT from this seminar cum camp.
there's always something new & interesting also fun, to learn from all the talks & activities we had throughout the 4 days.
even though there were only 15 participants (13girls+2boys). but oy, overall, it's not the quantity but the quality. :D
we had no permanent groupings though .. been changing groups all the time. but lucky me, has, sya & rhy to be in the same group on the 1st day that it brought us together to share the same room with faci,Sis Amirah ;)
we had outdoor activities at Kent Ridge Park, Big Project for the last day and the rest were mostly motivational talks. & i had learnt very very much from "the final destination", maybe i'll share some i'd noted down some other time. it really motivates me. =)

21 dec
laptop rosak!!! how dare it did that to me. so so many things stored in there. & those important2 ones, like my media club report!!? pics? T___T
& my DB things~ huaaaaaaagh.

24-25 dec
went for a trip to melaka - gunung ledang resort with my mom, step mom & dad. hee. like my dad said; dpt mkn kat tepi selat, tdo kat kaki gunung, susah tau nk dpt. -_-" haha k watever. anyway, kteorg naik 1/4 (maybe lah) of gunung ledang to mandi2&rendam kat waterfall. besssst ~ happier to see my mom & step mom together ;)

26 dec
nae oppa-deul 5th anniversary! wow 5 years, how fast time flies. i'll just wish them the best for their future so they can bring out a more better DBSK for us cassies. saranghaeeee
27 dec
went to be a photographer (mcm phmla eh) for the unofficial netball tournament btwn, Almukminin, BGSS, Irsyad, Al-Falah & Hasanah. hehe.. enjoyed myself & suffered later under the hot sizzling sun. made new friends though.. hee~ ;D

&today.... didnt go anywhere. haha.. stucked on the net since noon.. facebook, blog, &more DB. heh.

tmr zingdo? ntah.
tuesday media club meeting. duh!
thursday nadi meeting.
friday sch re-open!??? whaaaaaa.
cepatnye..
what hv i been doing this holiday????
nothing other than reading twilight ? & internet, & gg out?
oh & edward is so handsome i tell u.
finished reading it already. i <3 edward. *chuckles*
ok ok, sorry. yeah so dats basically everything dat i want to blog.
k lah, will end here. bbyee~ :))

Ghurabaa' (the strangers)

2008-12-28T19:25:00.017+08:00

im sure most of you are familiar with the song. hehe.
the used to be very popular nasyid sung by Shoutul Jundil Muslim.
yeah, so it's one of my fav nasyid song. but i've never looked upon the lyrics & the meaning behind it.
so i searched for it.. & i like it. haha. anyways, just relax, enjoy the song, & reflect ok. =))

"Islam began as something strange, and it would revert to its (old position) of being strange, so good tidings (paradise) for the strangers."
[Narrated by Abu Huraira and Reported Saheeh Muslim]

Ghurabaa' 4x

Ghurabaa’ wa li ghairillaahi laa nahnil jibaa
Ghurabaa’ do not bow the foreheads to anyone besides Allah

Ghurabaa’ war tadhainaa haa syi’aaran lil hayaa
Ghurabaa’ have chosen this to be the motto of life

Ghurabaa’ wa li ghairillaahi laa nahnil jibaa
Ghurabaa’ do not bow the foreheads to anyone besides Allah

Ghurabaa’ war tadhainaa haa syi’aaran lil hayaa
Ghurabaa’ have chosen this to be the motto of life

Inta sal ‘anna fa inna laa nubaali biththughaa
If you ask about us, then we do not care about the tyrants

Nahnu jundullaahi dawman darbunaa darbul-ubaa
We are the regular soldiers of Allah, our path is a reserved path

Inta sal ‘anna fa inna laa nubaali biththughaa
If you ask about us, then we do not care about the tyrants

Nahnu jundullaahi dawman darbunaa darbul-ubaa
We are the regular soldiers of Allah, our path is a reserved path

Lan nubaali bil quyuud, bal sanamdhii lil khuluud
We never care about the chains, rather we’ll continue forever

Lan nubaali bil quyuud, bal sanamdhii lil khuluud
We never care about the chains, rather we’ll continue forever

Fal nujaahid wa nunaadhil wa nuqaatil min jadiid
So let us make Jihad, and battle, and fight from the start

Ghurabaa’ hakadzal ahraaru fii dunya-al ‘abiid
Ghurabaa’ this is how they are free in the enslaved world

Fal nujaahid wa nunaadhil wa nuqaatil min jadiid
So let us make Jihad, and battle, and fight from the start

Ghurabaa’ hakadzal ahraaru fii dunya-al ‘abiid
Ghurabaa’ this is how they are free in the enslaved world

Kam tadzaakarnaa zamaanan yawma kunna su’adaa`
How many times when we remembered a time when we were happy

Bi kitaabillaahi nahfuzh-hu shabaahan wa masaa`
In the book of Allah, we recite in the morning and the evening

Kam tadzaakarnaa zamaanan yawma kunna su’adaa`
How many times when we remembered a time when we were happy

Bi kitaabillaahi nahfuzh-hu shabaahan wa masaa`
In the book of Allah, we recite in the morning and the evening

taken from: http://ardee.cmsku.org/2008/03/ghurabaen-transl-nasyid-kenangan-di-hk/

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& so to close the topic, i'd like to wish all Muslims, Selamat Menyambut Maal Hijrah 1430.
smg amalan yg lepas diterima & smg kite akan terus berbuat yg lebih baik utk mendapat keredhaanNya =)

contented. (:

2008-12-13T00:22:00.006+08:00

finally! yeay.
i've been waiting for this feeling -- the sudden urge to blog. haha.
i hv so many things to blog about. haha. so im just going to warn u beforehand that this will or might be a long post. but i might also stop halfway cuz i easily get bored. lol.

so before i start anything, let me say these first.
IM LOVIN MY MIROTIC CD! <3
&IM IN LOVE WITH EDWARD CULLEN! <33
if looks could kill. yes it does, just by reading twilight. ohh~

ok. that was just my intro. haha. so the holiday -- more like a short trip-- was yep, fun! we headed to kl that friday n picked up abgSya on the way, at kajang. hehe. it's been 2 moths since i last met my now-father-to-be-brother-in-law. euhaha. yes, my sister is pregnant. and i'm now an auntie-to-be. huhu^^
we checked-in the super duper hotel makBusu booked for us. had lunch, then went back to hotel to rest. went out again in the evening to Times Square by taking the monorail. it was boring though cuz i didnt get to ride on the roller coaster.

this is the unhappy moment when going on a holiday without ur siblings. the chance to do something a teenager wants to do is only 0-50%. but i just have to accept the fact that im the youngest & that my older siblings --so much more older-- doesnt have the same mindset as me & that abgHatta has his own life to take care of while abgWan n kakak is on the other side of the world. do i sound pitiful? maybe.

ok anyways, abgSya went back to kajang that night. next morning, woke up& went for breakfast. packed our things and checked-out. went to The Mall to buy the yummy-licious Cinnabon & Caramel Ice blended @ Starbucks. Next, went to KLCC. oh there was a huge sale going on. discounts from 30%-90%. great! so we bought some things there. erm& after that i think we went straight back to JB. yup2.

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i dont remember doing anything the following monday to wednesday though. maybe i just stayed at home. on thursday, went out with nana & ain to buy liya&pip bday presents. we first went to Bras Basah but apparently there were really nothing for presents. & suddenly it was already raining so heavily. &to our disappointment, the McD next to bras basah complex was closed for renovation. taxis were all hired so we had no choice but to wait for the rain to errr.. reda? ok i forgot the eng word. -_-

so we took a bus to PS. &went straight to KFC. then started our rounding in the quest for 2 birthday presents. lol. finally after, lets say 2 hours+/- we finally got what we had to get & went back home.

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saturday! dugudugudugudugudugu. both my star-thots packages arrived. was really jumpy & exited when my mom told about the packages but i just kept my voice normal. XD i quickly get changed to go to the Post office to get one of the packages. walked back home as fast as i could after that to see the undercover. >< &indeed, the feel of satisfaction after opening it was so so so great that i cant put in ito words. i got it! im one of those who made them win the daesang! assaaaa! i got my mirotic!! DongBang-ed the next 1 hour looking through the album, happily fangirling. ;D called iqah & made her jealous & even threatened her that i would throw away her BB package. puahahaha. evil me. ^^ i cant fngirl much more longer then cuz i was attending the talk @ SMU. about economics. not even a subj at sch for me but it's for the sake of knowledge(: but well, a typical teenager i am, not concentrating fully on the talker, i doodled more than taking notes & listening. xp but atleast, it wasnt boring throughout the whole 2hr though. ok then, we (me,sya&jaf) were supposed to discuss for our nadi activities. lol so the whole lot of us walked frm SMU to msjdMaulana for asar prayers, then walked agn to Marina Sq to supposedly eat while discussing but maybe we took too much time for that that it was already night & well yeah, its not gd to go back home late, so the didnt even discussed & just went back home after maghrib ard 8+. but had a great afternoon with rhy&sya especially cuz we took many pics along the way to marina sq @ the underpass. ^^ --------------------------------- Hari Raya Haji! happy late HRH to everyone. hahaa. it dont feel the atmosphere anymore though except for the early raya prayer at the mosque maybe. huhu. then went to visit nenek (dad's side) then to mom's side. &yeaah! sotong was here! she was really anticipating her BB package. eukyangkyang. &once she opened the package, like i did, she squeeled! haha. den of course, we started dongbang-ing & bigbang-ing. heheheeee. we followed mama back to her hse & there, our craziness started. so many photos were taken, squeels & screams were heard. well that's a typical Kpop fangirl u see. ^^ we then decided to go out, went to Square2 since she havent been there, and again, both of us fngrl-ed over so many things, ahaha. we also ate the korean ice cream. ouh, great taste. x) but iqah's shoes just cut off all our excitement, she got some blisters -_-' so we had to switch shoes. lol. there was nothing more we could go to at novena after we had our dinner@LJS. &dang i also got blisters from her shoes. so we went to Far East Plaza to find a confortable flipflops/sandals. n woohoo~ well i knew its not necessary for me to buy one too but since i liked it since the first time i saw ppl wearing it months ago, hahhaha. so we both got ourselves a pair of same sandals with diff colour. :D tired, we went back to my hse to take my things then took a bus to mama's. took pics again that night. youtube-ed. and slept ard 3. :] --------------------------------- ok at this moment, my hands are already tired & it's already 2:23am. so many pauses since i start typing this. hehe. but i still want to continue. just 2-3 more stories to cover up =p but maybe i wouldnt add too much detail this time. hahha. plus, i know u are already tired reading all those craps up there. hah. ok so the next morning, tuesday.. woke up ard 9+ n quicky get ourselves ready. was going to send iqah to kranji then i had to meet my JKs (: so quickly went back home for a while to & went out back the next half hour. took the train n poof we reached kranji. goodbyes between the two sweet cuzzins , sotong & kambing. hehe. ok then i waited for the next train to arrive to take me to CCK. it was 1230pm when i reached there. just as we planned. not so long after that, nana came.. then lya & pip. took 190 to orchard rd, prayed zohor @ royal on scotts n off to square2, again. -_- haha. ok well it was actually my idea to go there cuz there's this one shop to make something wif ur own creativity with the clay or smthing, but they knew ain better & said it would be too cheesy for her. haha. so ok, we just round3 the shopping ctr, nothing interesting for a present, again. instead, nana bought herself a stocking with a pic of xiah-animated. duh. hungry, we went to LJS --again for me-- for lunch. n AGAIN, i eat the lovely ice cream, with them. like there was no better place, we went to bugis. and again, we found nothing for ain. i was already feeling dizzy after rounding the bugis street + i cant go home late so i went back first & they continued. as i reached home, i asked them if they found anything yet. n lol, they were on their way to ikea@queensway. hhahaa. but well yea, they finally found something. &it's cool. heh. --------------------------------- ok this is going to be the final one. promise. the next day, wednesday, is the day. as planned, they r going to chill at my hse. both 3 had no idea that they bought present for each other n they also got a present in return. so the actual surprise was on me n nana. haha. fun to look at each others face. then we went to hollandV for lunch. bloated, we went back to my hse n started our Kpop craze. blablabla & suddenly it was already 5+ , ain n nana had to go while pip n lya stayed a little longer until 8+. oh & while waiting for the bus with them, we were disturbed by a drunk chinese man in his late 40s and was interested in pip. eukyangkyang. that was the first time the 3 of us experiencing it. hahaha.

ok so that's ALL im going to blog. not going any furthur. i hv a workshop on 'the art of networking' tmr at SMU, again. so i must sleep now.

p/s: umi. aku sorry k abt everything. hope my explanation this afternoon cleared the misunderstandings between US. friends? JK will always be 6, forever i hope. (;

1litre of tears

2008-11-26T23:18:00.010+08:00

tadaimaa ~

hmm, not sure if tt means "i'm back" or "i'm home"; hah watever.
currently watching the so popular j-dorama known by it's bloody sadness;
1 LITRE OF TEARS.
ahh~ i know many of u hv probbly watched it already.
eghh~ im a little late, ne? heh.
it's about a 15 year old girl who suffered from an incurable disease. =(
& it's based on a true story okay.
i cried in almost all 9 episodes that i've watched so far,
but the drama is really very good, it brings out great messages.
it'll make you realize that life's precious n u really should appreciate it.
but if you never cried even once after watching it, u really have no heart, no feelings. hmphh!
so, it's highly recommended. =D

ok anyways, went out today with BikNur to far east and great world city,
since MYA's plan to go cycling today was cancelled.
ohh~ & i bought myself a book! ; TWILIGHT.
since everyone's never stop talking about that book & the so passionate vampire edward cullen [aka nusyhan kan has?] =p
haha, so yea, decided to buy it..
come to think of it, im quite easily influenced by ppl when it comes to books uh?
yea, i will usually buy books which are recommended by ppl ard me, or when i observed that ppl hv been reading that particular book or from a particular author.
haha. &instantly: "cnfm buku ni best" xD
lol. just realized that side of me,, hee~

oh well, but since i havent finish reading the book i borrowed from the library, so i will start a bit later. heh.
okkay den.. going to continue watching the drama.
& i guess by the time i finished the drama, i would already shed 1 litre of tears. T___T haha. as if .. lol.
ok , goodnyte minna.. gg melaka (balik kampung!! ;D) &kl on friday n insyaallah will be back on sunday,
so, till next time, takecare ~^^
sayonara~

&to my chingu;;

HYERiiN-ah!
belated saengil chukhahaeyo~
mianhae chingu-ya for the late wish.. =X
seriously lupe.. aighh~
watever it is,
wishing u all the best in ur O lvls results
also on ur future endeavours.
&&may all ur dreams & wishes come true =)
JK forever ; SARANGHAE<3
jinjae

holidays

2008-11-22T22:06:00.009+08:00

holidays! yeehaa.
anw, it's been awhile. heh.
so, after 3years of blogging with 'www.dreamynadiah.bs.com'
finally i decided to change the url. plus a new skin too~ haha.

hmm k, lets start off with my exam results. =p
erm, my results are quite ok. heh.
2As, 7Bs and 3Cs.. ok ok i know that's not so good but atleast i managed to pass all!
cuz i expected that i will surely failed some. lol.
i even had myself prepared for the worst (repeat preu1) =X
but i actually passed! haha~ alhamdulillah. =))
except for that 1 subject; i got F when actually i was supposed to get B or C. *blames d office* -_-"
so in conclusion, i still passed all. heehee.
&alhmdulillah the rest of my classmates passed too ^^
hope to see all of you soon in preu2!

here's our class photo on our last day =)

okay. so what r my plans for this holiday?
- MYA cycling on 26th
- gg to kl on the 27th
- camp on 15-18 dec
- camp again on 22nd (nt sure)
- lya,ain&pip bday?? x)
- hollandV eh na? ^^
- tutoring (dec insyaallah)
- gp project ???? -__-
- &i better start preparing for next year. Alvl!!!

yeah. mcm byk gitu bende kene buat. huhu.
uhmm, anw i guess i dun have any other things to blabber here.
so i'll stop. haha. till nxt time.
takecare, &happy holidays! (:

ZOO!

2008-11-12T19:25:00.012+08:00

salaam ~
ehee~ baru balek dr zoo!
preU 1s kene jage bdk2 ptg yg gi excursion nari..
p1&2 gi zoo, p3&4 gi jrg bird park, p5&6 gi science ctr..
so mstila ikot gi zoo! ahhaa. da bertahun tk gi. rindu kgkwn kt sane. =p

anyways, i was in-charge of pri 1.2 kids.
while syafiqah, rody, amin n hadie gt their own kids. =p
they were sooo soooo kecoh in the bus. *faints*
but luckily 2 cute cum irritating girls sitting in front of me made the bus ride not boring. haha
sakinah & quraisya. =)
we talked3 n they offered me some snacks.
then suddenly sakinah said: "kakak ni baiklah" xP
me: "kakak baik???" hahhahaa.
S: "a'ahh... slalunye byk kakak tk mcm kakak.." LOOOL.
n i was "ehh? ahaha.. oooo. hee" XD

then there's this time when teacher nisyani was giving out every student 1 sticker booklet,
n then she came to me n said "u also take one lah."
i was like "errr?" XD *dlm hati-- ahhh cutenyer sticker die sume!!*
ok fine so i took one. then she said "amek lg la.."
"ahh? amek lg? tkpelaa.."
"tkpe.. cuz u're helping me." XDDD
ok then amek lg satu.."
skali... "nah.. take another one." huahuahuahuahuahuaa.
haha. so at the end! i got 3!! while her students got only 1 each? hahaha. kekekk sey!

so at the zoo, the kids were screaming n shouting when they saw any animal.
haha kecohhs! but fun indeed. suddenly feel like a kid. =p
then suddenly the two girls, sakinah&quraisya were somewhat "fighting" because of me. puahahaha. quraisya wantd to sit with sakinah (bile balek nnt) like they were earlier on, but sakinah planned to sit with another friend of hers, cuz she said to her other friend, " kakak ni baik tau. nnt dlm bus kite dudok same2 dpn die k" . that totally cracked me up la sey. hahahah! ok la whatever but it ended up, both sakinah n quraisya sat together in the bus. and it turnd out that im the one who's running away from both of them. kakaka.

syafiqah decided to board my bus for the ride back 2 sch, so we sat 1 or 2 seats behind sakinah & quraisya's.. lol. they were like.. "kak nadiahhh! dudok la dgn kteorg kat depaaaan" *sulking their face*
me; tknk laa.. kakak penat.. krg tk pnt ke? kakak nk tdo... *kekekee*
them; alaah. tkpe.. dudok je kat depan.
me; alah tkpela kakak kat sini..
them; *da merajok* xD
si sakinah smp benci si syafiqah cuz im nt sitting with them.
sakinah 2 me: I LIKE U!
sakinah 2 sya: I HATE U!
n she repeated like 3-4 times! xD
sya da mcm.. *sukati kau la nak* hahhaha.
den spnjg perjalanan balik, this 2 girls tk terase pnt pon nk pujok suro dudok dpn. hahaha. geram2 pon drg still offer mcm2 makanan. hahaha. bgs betol.

ok dah. penat cerite. bestla nari lg2 dpt 2 adik2 yg cute tp irritating. haha. terase diri ni disayangi. =p
haha. ok ok lets end here. but before that.

LIYAJOONssi!!!

saengil chukhahaeyo~
tanjoubi omedatou~~
may Allah bless u;
may all ur dreams come true!
gdluck with ur Olvl results.
JK will always LOVE u.
SARANGHAE;
jinjae(:

Kpop sarangeul

2008-11-07T00:30:00.006+08:00

omo omo omo omo omo.
ahhh where do i start? huwaaaaaa ! xD

jiiiiiiiiiinjja3 ~ ojereul neumo jotda!!
ahh ~ i cnt believe it!
2pm? u-kiss? andy? jewelry?
they're just few steps away from where i was standing..
the feeling was..... SUPERB! kyaaa ~
with other fngirls screaming& singing along.. x))
how i wish they would stay here longer.

anyways, 2pm's surely 10jeom manjeome 10jeom!
keke.. siy, chansung & andy noticed meeeee. =)))
ahh ~ what a great memory..
well now that they're back,
i'll just wish the best for them. hee.
BUT!
really hope to see DB + SMtown in d future! ;DD

miwodo saranghanikka

2008-10-27T23:50:00.005+08:00

dear blog;;
oh well.. just finished memorising fiqh for tomorrow.
even though there's still some - left unseen. ugh.
but i just cant add anymore.
enough what's in my head.
hopefully it will stick until the end of fiqh paper tomorrow.
ameen.

exam was OK. hmph.
but nahu & saraf was really something. =(
aishh. let bygone be bygone, ned.

well, i can feel the pinch, still.
even how hard u tried,
some things just cant be buried from ur memory huh?
& im confused. sheesh.

goodbye today.
hello tomorrow.
always look on the bright side of life(:

sweet 17

2008-10-18T20:29:00.006+08:00

Nur Nadiah bte Md Hasim
has just turned 17 on 17 October 2008
Happy Sweet 17!
Sanah Hilwah!
Saengil Chukhahaeyo!
Otanjoubi Omedatou
=D

hehee. ok ok that's soo not important.
i turned out to be more childish as i grow older. hahah.
ookay so i have some things to say here..

-thank u soo much to those who wished me "Happy Birthday". glad to know that some people still care about me. heh~ syg semue =)

-& thanks to those who gave me presents. buat susah2 jek =p
[kakak&abgSya] thanks for the A3 khat.
[fana&tima] thanks for the mug! may our friendship last long^^
[sirhaidad] hehehe. thanks sir for the five dollars. lol.
[kay&sya] thanks SGT eh for the 2 green apples. fuh~ crunchy sgt. xD
[rhy&has] hee. thanks for the Swensens treat. (",)
[murni] wlwpn Fiza O terlepas peluang nk prank kte, tp mmg kte da terkejut pn bile awk blg.. hehe thx!
[mak&ayah] mekasehh for the Swensens (again) treat. hee~
[JAPKOR] jiiiinjja komawoyo for the superb pressie. u guys are the best. neomu joayo&kippeoyo.. really didnt expect that. heee~ saranghamnida ;D
-thank you all for making my 17th memorable & enjoyable. =)))

hehehehs. yeahh. that explains my happiness eh? hohoho.. & 2 swensens treat in a day, including the 2 free firehouse bday ice cream really explains the craziness of my soar-throat today. wohoo. yg pntg, ned happyy sgt smlm.. heee ^_^ okay that's all for now, insyaallah will add pictures.
thanks, once again. take care.
nxt tue da start exam, doakan! =)
byebye^^

apo..

2008-10-16T22:37:00.004+08:00

why am i always sick when it's near to exams?
haishh.
flu + fever + cough..
arhh.
i wish to enjoy the day after today.
which is tomorrow.
i hope so.

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remember me in your doa(:

eid mubarak!

2008-10-12T20:19:00.006+08:00

assalamuaikum.
mcm da berabad gitu tk update. huhu..
tp sblm busy dgn exam kan, so update lah.. ^^

walaupon ucapan ni da terlambat skit
tp papepon, sempena raye ni.. ned nk mintak maaf pd semue yg mengenali diri ini..
samada kesalahan yg dilakukan secare sengaje ataupon tidak..
maafkan k? =)
selamat hari raye aidilfitri!

ermm.. actually da tkleh pakai lagi laptop ni.. da kene marah.. xD
tapi sbb nk transfer&upload gmbr2 raye, + buat apape yg pntg, so dptla excuse.. nyehehe.
raye this year alhamdulillah best.. this year ade abgwan, kakak & abgSyahar, so kecohla skit. hee~
tp bsok kakak n abg da nk balek mekkah da.. cpt sey da 3 bln..
& tk terase cepatnye da nk plus lagi satu angka kat age skrg ni. nyahaha.
brape ari je lagi. ;)
pastukan this week ade 3 test. byk sey. exam start nxt week on the 21, blm prepare btol2!! ahhh noneeddd. whatthebukh.. -_-"

aritu da jln raye ngn AMYMs.. tp ngn PU1s blm.. ngn Alsagoffians pon!! rindu korg ~ bile nk ade reunion S407?? huhu..
klah.. stakat ni je dulu.. tk tau nk ckp ape lg.. tgh tunggu kgkwn abg dtg beraye actually.. lepas ni tk tau bile lg nk update.. haha. tunggu la lepas 071108 gknye , lepas merdeka eh.. hehe. klah.. takecare semue..
goodluck utk yg nk amek O lvl, yg nk dekat EOY exam & semue2 skali lah eh.. selamatz..
jgn lupe doakan ned jgk. ;]
ilalliqaa' .. bye~

i gibeuni an joayo.. ka.. dorawahajima..

2am post

2008-09-25T01:56:00.006+08:00

hmm.. it's 1.57am in the morning. and whatthefish. im still online? ughh ~
just finish my adab tamrin , actually not all -_-"
i still have 3 more unanswered questions. plus we'll be having adab test on friday.
have i memorised? lol yeah some of the points, maybe. and that's if i can still remember what we had revised at proficient. xD

anyway JK plans to go for iftar tomorrow. aishh im still not sure if i can join them, as i havent memorise for adab test. should i go?? i want to~ but... =S

not feeling sleepy. feel like memorising. but shouldn't i be in bed now? nyehh ~

MIROTIC. what a great word.. ><
haha u wouldnt understand wth is that.
unless.. u r smart enuff? hahaa~
hmm, is this a spell? haha.. miro? cant get out of the maze? definitely!! hahaa~

what's love? what! right now love is Red Ocean. x)

september holidays

2008-09-12T21:07:00.006+08:00

salaam..

hmm, 1 week holiday?
not much words..
so let the pictures do the talk(:

k dah! =)
more pics? click here.

happy teachers day

2008-08-29T22:25:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum. hello ppl (:
mmm, today we celebrated teachers day!
well, just imagine celebrating teachers day without ur form teacher..
isnt it pathetic? =(
ust Supendi~ rinduuu. smg cpt sembuh ust... ='(

but anyways, even though mwti's celebration is slightly different from alsagoff's,
i still enjoyed the performances of every class.
but only sec 4.1's and PU2's touched my heart n made me cry. *sobz*
aft that, the party @ canteenstarted! n that's the moment that i really enjoyed. hee~
ate quite a lot. huhu.. jeongmal mashisseoyo ^^
then, we helped to clean up the canteen, then we (d girls) went to bilik Nadi n lepaks. ahaa~ best. thx pre-u 1 for the foods n all ~ <3

alsagoff! my previous sch name kept lingering in my mind since i woke up today. &yes! went to alsg aft sch today with some other friends. eventhough not all the ustazahs are around cuz we came quite late, but alhamdulillah still gt to see ckg Su, mdm rahimah, ust zau, ust saniah n most importantly, ust sapiah! =) hee~ i really miss the moments when we celebrate teachers day. i can still remember, when we came in the class in the morning, we wld brainstorm our heads on which songs should we sing to the teachers. hehe. then we write some of the lyrics on the blackboard. aft everythg's settled, we call the teachers one by one into our classroom. will sing the songs to them =) ahh ~ beautiful memories (:

esp last year, as we sang one song to another song.. we started to wept .. the time when we called ust dama n ust sapiah in, ALL of us cried including ustazahs. aft we finished our singing, one by one came into ust's arms, hugged, cried, apologized. ahhhh rindunye mase2 tu semueee.. <3 oh n i can still remember the song 'ariq', we changed some of the lyrics ;

guru~

namamu terukir di hatiku

dikau pengubat rindu

di kala hati sendu

guru~

kehadiranmu membawa makna

tapi mengapa hanya seketika

~~~

alhamdulillah~ sepanjang 10tahun kat alsagoff, benci2 , kutuk2 skola n ust2 pon, I LOVE ALSG. I STILL DO. well except maybe the 3 exceptional person. kekeke. but im still glad n thankful to all the teachers that hv taught me since the time when i just started my ABC. thank you teachers. saaaayang asatizah sumer =)) n that's all for today, Selamat Hari Guru <3

laaazyyy

2008-08-26T22:41:00.002+08:00

No motivation to study much and complete my homeworks today.

argh.

what's wrong with me?

I NEED SOME MOTIVATIONS!;

anyone?

hmm.

nedddd! if you can dream it, you can do it!!

Bisikan Malam

2008-08-22T22:28:00.003+08:00

bila ku didatangi malam
gelora perasaan mencengkam di jiwa
masihkah ada lagi
dayaku menghindar dari kealpaan

diterjah pelbagai persoalan
dihujani air mata penyesalan
bisakah terhapus semua
segala dosa noda yang bertakhta

terangi jalan hidupku
dengan cahaya kasihmu
pimpinlah daku dengan hidayahmu

tuhanku, di malam syahdu ku merayu
ampunilah segala dosaku yang lalu
sujudku mendambakan keredhaanmu
tempatkan daku di dalam rahmatmu

ya allah tunjukkan jalan kebenaran
suburkan jiwaku dengan keimanan
hanya padamu oh tuhan
ku sandarkan harapan

tuhanku, usah kau biarkan diriku
hanyut terleka di jiwa dunia membelenggu
dan aku sesungguhnya pasrah padamu
hidup matiku hanyalah untukmu

Happy National Day singaporeans!

2008-08-09T11:55:00.003+08:00

laalaalaa ~ boring nyer...
tgh tunggu yg laen dtg..
igtkn meeting cancel sey.
dok sorg2 kat sini mcm budak slenger plak tu. -_-"

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY to all Singaporeans!
HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
huhu.. semangat. =p

hari ni sabtu.. smlm ari jumaat. >_> smlm celebrate national day kat skola. hmmm.. sryla MWTIs, tapi .. seriously mendak!! huaarghh.. rindu suasane kat alsagoff la sey. aigoooo. tkpela,. den smlm balek ngn nana! yeahh ~ da lame sey tk balek ngn die. wee~ kterg gi bugis, mkn McD.. pastu round2 .. da tkde bende, so balekla... hehe. ard 2pm klua lagi.. dgn nana (lagi) and farey.. hee~ temankn nana pegi the best korean s***n .. WAAAA! gile best!! dtg2 je da nmpk muke micky! ><, and i tellllll u ... i wouldnt mind sitting there for hours. cuz koreans keep coming. its like.. JINJJA JAEMISSEO! how lucky sey nana dpt dat voucher. khhh ~ jealous gile. huhu k dats all for now, bedz n nadiah da dtg. bubbyee!

doushite?? =S

2008-08-02T22:17:00.003+08:00

mood: unhappy

why? idntknw either.. haiss. terase kosong gtu. hmm, rupe2nye masih blm dpt lagi lepaskan perasaan tu sepenuhnye ehk? yeah yeah ~ but im trying! & i know i can =)

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya....

arh. anyway~ actually im doing my Ulum homework. but suddenly felt sleepy, so decided to post something. atleast, to ease my mind..

went to sch today in d morning, after class.. went to mdrsh Aljunied with my friends to support our juniors for the arabic quiz~ alhamdulillah they won 2nd place (: &then, went to McD with radhi & alimah.. then, rushed to jurong to collect my new specs *grins*, then to Almukminin for meeting. ard 630, went back home, & took d train. well, sis is back from Msia with my bro-in-law. nyehh.

ahh. keje bertimbun! ulum quran ade 2 keje, quran tk hafal2, balaghah blm habes, hadith pon, and gp? adeihh ~ &exam is 2months away! n i havent start anything yet.. gah. SOMEONE! please guide me.. i need someone who can give me advices.. utk naekkn smgt.. idk.. mcm tkd hadf gtu.. ='S ... ya Allah.. bantulah hambaMu yg lemah ni...

smpai sini je dulu la.. sekurang2nye da terlepas skit. hmm ~ takecare semue.

penguasa alam tolonglah pegangi aku
biar ku tak jatuh pada sumur dosa
yang terkutuk dan menyesatkan cintaku

bye kak ainul~

2008-07-29T19:12:00.003+08:00

salaam..
oooh im tired & still sleepy. smlm gi airport antar kak ainul n kawan2 die yg nk gi Azhar.
pegi ngn bedz, jaja n nadiah,, then met neni n noi @ T3 .. ramaaai sgt org2. da mcm nk hntr org gi umrah plak.. hahaa~
kan ainul dtg lmbt skit.. time tu je da kul 12am. huhu. pastu dorg pon selesaikan ape yg patot. kak ainul pn jumpelah kite2.. n die bagi die nyer last nasihat. ='( like seriously, i can hardly listen to other people's advices.. tsk. pstu die pon menghilang lg...
bile da time utk masok, kak ainul peluk kte 1 by 1.. tk terkate apape.. teros nangis.. =( kakak pn kate ntah die balek ke tak in 4yrs ni. tp yg pntg.. i will always pray for her.. =') KAK AINUL, LOVE U (:
bile nk balek, da kul 3am.. bpk noi hntr. dlm van da tetido.. smpai rmh 340am.. naseb da gosok baju n pack buku.. dlm 4am da lost in dreamland.

td pagi2 bkn maen lg ngantok die.. kat mrt tgh diri pon sempat ttop mate. xD bile da kat skola apelg kan! ahaha.. time saraf, kene tegur sey ngn ust, Musthofa.. "budak ni asek ngaantokk aje". LOL. sryla ust ye.. heh.. naseb nari tuesday.. no xtra classes or tuitionn.. balek naek bus. dok sblh satu nenek ni.. die ajak bbl, kte pon layan la.. ntah kat mane tetibe trs da tkleh tahan, ttdo.. bgn sedar2 da nk smpai bustop. heh. balek trs smbg tdo... tersedar kul 6+. nenek dtg kasi lauk.. keke. anyways, specs patah. xd
k uh~ lom mandi lg ni.. hehe. byebye then =]

boredom

2008-07-20T15:08:00.005+08:00

Instructions:Remove 1 question from the above add in your own personal question, and bold it.Next, list 10 people whom you would you want them to do this, at the end of the post.Notify them in their tag box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?
*my aunt.

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
*of course.

3. What happened at 10.00am today?
*probably chatting with Sya in GP class. xD

4. When did you last cry?
*last saturday, ='(

5. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
*bread !

6. What do you want in your life right now?
*idk.. o_o

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
*carry an umbrella ~ ella ella eeh eeh. haha

8. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
*pillows yg empuk .

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
*pinkk

10. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?
*ok baby :) -kakAinul-

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
*errr ? heheh. no comment.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
*mmm ~ nopes.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
*Zombie Kampung Pisang~ wakakaa~~~

14. What are you proud of?
*tk proud la.. but i love my handwriting (:

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
*"i aSkeD gOd 4 waTer, He gAve mE d RiVeR.. I aSkED gOd 4 a fLoWeR, hE gAvE mE d GaRden.. DeN i AsKeD gOd 4 a LoVabLe FREN N HE GAVE U 2 ME! Nite :)"

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
*in my room ~

17. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
*noned, kucing, papan, kayu, jinjae, nonod, nadyy,,, dan mcm2 lagi. ^^

18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
*"Thnks.. ;) Takecre" -from sakinah

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
*11.45pm

20.Are you currently happy?
*yea, quite..

21. Who gives you best advice?
*k.Ainul =)

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
*nope.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
*didnt talk to anyone last nite..

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
*ahuh..

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
*uni ~

26. Do you wear toe socks?
*nope..

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
*umi

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
*do i hv to ans this?? -_- yea,.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
*when tt person "ejek" in a very sarcastic way.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
*tettt ~ of coz la.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
*ape tu cocaine? o.O

32. What colour is your room?
*very very very light blue.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
*killing is HARAM in islam. cheyy! &of cz the ans is NO.

34. Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
*i nvr heard of that saying.. heh

35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
*my 1st brother.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
*syirul

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
*my bro saw my mum planted a kiss on my cheek. lol

38. Do you have a life?
*what a question.

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
*ermmm. dunno

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
*what i feel..

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
*kakSiti? hahahah.

42. Last time you smiled?
*this afternoon.

43. Have you changed this year? *
changed to a more naughty me.

44. What are you listening to right now?
*not listening to anything.

45. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?
*nope.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
*ofcz la open sey. -_-"

47. Is there a quote you live by?
*"when you are feeling down, take a deep breath.. give yourself time to recover, and then.. bounce back on track~"

48. Do you want someone you can't have?
*hmm.. yea..

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
*guitar? ahaa.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in weeks?
*what if my mom dies? aish~na'uibillah min zalik..

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
*watching "Chi's Sweet Home" wee!

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
*sort of..

53. What song describe your love life?
*'why have i fallen in love with you?' and 'what if'.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
*i guess so.. hmmm~

55. Who always makes you laugh?
*jaejoong. ;D

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
*definitely! xD KOREAN!

57. Are you blond?
*nopee~

58. Whats your middle name?
*ah? i dun hv a middle name.. do i? lol

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
*going to school as per normal..

60. What do you think you are like?
*heh??

61. Who will you choose to die with?
*alone ~

62.Where have you been today?
*SCHOOL. -_-

63. What game do you play often?
*sudoku!

64. Who are you missing right now?
*my sister, suddenly. haha~

65. If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?
friend.

66. What are you doing right now?
*answering Q.66 of this survey. lol

67. Which primary school are you from?
*alsagoff

68. What are 3 colours you love?
*green, pink, turquoise.

69. What are you longing for?
*hanye Allah je yg tau ~

70. What is life to you?
*life is.. a gift from God.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
*i will talk to someone abt it.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
*i didnt sign in to my msn today, ahaa~

73. Which model of phone do you use?
*sony ericsson. w810i =)

74. Which month are you born in?
*october!

75. How are you feeling right now?
*bored, tired & sleepy.

76. What is the time now?
*9.43pm

77. Where are you now?
*in my room

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
*i hv nvr dyed my hair before..

79. Why are you doing this test?
*cuz rhy askd me to do so

80. What do you do when you're moody?
*listen to korean & japanese songs. or doodle.

81. At which age you wish to get marry?
*24-26

82. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend or friends?
*friends last longer. ;))

83. Do you think you have enough confident?
*nope! =S

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
*iqah, my cuzzin =)

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
*yea, sometimes.

86. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
*i want to go to korea n meet dbsk, hee~

87. What is your goal for this year?
*to pass all subjects n proceed to PREU2!

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
*idk ~

89. What feeling do you love most?
*to be loved.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
*yes. and isnt it obvious?

91. What feeling you hate the most?
*to love someone that cant possibly love u back. =S

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
*yes, i do.. especially my beloved JK=]

93. Do you believe in God?
*yes.

94. Who cares for you the most?
*hmmm~ i wonder who..

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
*family & friends + CAT xD

96.What'll you bring when you fight?
*saw. LOL

97. Happened to feel there's someone waiting to love you?
*future husband. hahaha!

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
*my life's going to be miserable.

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
*i'll nvr forgive him.

100. What is your favourite food?
*fish and chips!

tagged!

2008-07-15T20:43:00.004+08:00

Okay! Nothing better to do eh? bored.
anyway, i've been tagged by wahed since 1 month + ago but only find this the perfect time, since im damn bored right now. haha.

Rules :
-each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves
-bloggers tagged need to write on their on blog about their ten things and post the rules.
-at the end of your blog you need to choose 10 people you`re going to tag and list their names.
-dont forget to comment on their site that they`re tagged.

[1] i am totally crazy about korean entertainment x)
[2] pantang dpt paper&pencil, i will start draw,doodle&scribble. (:
[3] 1st thing tt i usually do when i get home is..i will greet my cat first. haha
[4] i love to sing loudly when there's no one at home.
[5] mum always nag cuz i usually eat my dinner before bed. xD
[6] i always pack my books n iron my sch unifrom in the morning.
[7] i usually fall asleep in u.Musthofa's classes.
[8] i have a short-term-memory-loss.
[9] when i take a shower, it's always 15-25mins XD
[10] i love appearing offline on msn. wee~

DONE! k now i'll tag;;
- umi
- sakinah
- hasanah
- ain
- zak-eng
- syasya
- syafiqah
- rhy
- amin
- hadie

happy day(:

2008-07-15T18:01:00.004+08:00

:)
happy? yea i can say that im in a good mood today :)
woke up a bit late , blabla then rushed to take the train.
&suddenly "ERK", did i saw someone?
lalala ~ n that totally wakes me up throughout the day =)
err. not really lah. but at least, for most of the periods in sch. =p
hmm, last night's wish sumhow came true eh?, in a way. lol.

i just couldn't let go of this feeling. haiss.
keep dreaming la nadiah. ~

hmm..

2008-07-14T23:57:00.004+08:00

hello (;
just 1 short post (i hope so) before going to bed. ;D

1stly; changed my skin! sweet~ hee.
anyways, ive been well since the last time i updated this blog. haha.

ok just a few highlights on what's happened since the past 2 weeks;
- mwti's golden jubilee
- KUIS-ians came back for 1 week holiday =))
- JK outing, at zingdo again! xD ;but 1 member missing.

tu je kotz. nothing interesting lah. haha! yep2, n bdk2 tu da balek pon. sobs, tp this tym tk cengeng kan ain& lya kn! xD
hmm. anyway. idunreallyfeelOKtoday. cnt seem to find the reason. hah. nvm. oryte.
time to pack my books, washup & have a good rest. =)
take care ppl.

p/s: i miss my S407 =S

konicchiwa ~

2008-06-30T18:38:00.007+08:00

salaam. not feeling well so decided to rest at home(:
anyway, my sis & 2nd bro r back from Makkah. gd to see them again.
hmm, didnt do anything today, just rest & read some books.

ah.. i've been wanting to share smth abt last wednesday, but only had the free time now. ahah.
last wed, students Johnouchi High School, Japan, visited MWTI! XDDD *getting hyper*
it's like... waaaa ~ i was sooo happy on tt day! OI! japanese la sey.. x))
k so.. aft all the lessons finished, ard 1245 4 busses came in..
as we waved to them with BIG smiles, then there's this 1 bus with all-boys in it, n i spotted 1 guy ~~ AHHH too cute! x)))
*JK chingu-deul, jgn jealous!* huahua.
anyways, Sec3s and PreU 1s are in-charge to greet them and bring them around the sch. ohh how lucky i am.lol
all of MWTI n Johnouchi students gathered at the hall, representatives frm both sch had their short speech.
then, from our side, some students performed some nasyids, while the jap students performed a somewhat their traditional dance. ahaa!
soo cute to see the guys&girls dance (or walk) in a row, with their hands in the air, while their feet, walk step by step, with its own movement.
i should say, it was damn cool. XD then, they askd us to join them dancing! huahauhaua!!! atfirst we were abit malu2, but finally we joined the fun! wee~ best sgt. n can i repeat; the japanese boys r very cute&kakkkoiiiii ? wee~

kk finally, its time for us to take them for a walk around the sch! yeehaa! me, syafiqah, has n rhy r together n we gt GROUP P which consists of 7jap students! wee ~ they r very kind. some of them r very pretty, cute, shy, funny. ahh all u can see in a japanese. x)
but we got 1 big problem with them, communication. XD their english is erm, poor? yea so its abit difficult to communicate with them.
so we mixed eng+jap. naseb syafiqah bwk japanese phrase book. ahaha.
anway we start of from level5! oh n i introduced myself to Ayako & Kimi; "konicchiwa, watashiwa nadiah desu, hajimemashite" ^_^ heh,, wished i cld say, "annyeonghaseyo, jeoneun nadiah imnida" :(
hah. nvm la.. jap/kor .. adek bradek. haha! .. blabla at the lib, 1 of them took the Quran n opened it, n askd whats this? i was like errr die pegang Quran!? hahaha! they we answrd., oh tt's our Holy Book, the Quran. some of them catch what we were trying to say n they went "OHHH~ KORAN".. alhmdulillah drg phm. lol. then i read some of the verses frm Al-Fatihah. n 1 of them said" ah~ wonderful!" (in jap) hehee. then we took some pics in the lib.. hehs.

kk cut short. lastly, we went to the canteen. n i gave them a Keropok Lekor treat. xD they were so happy (:
as we were heading back to level 1, they suddenly stopped us, mendadak. rupenyer dorg nk bagi kterg PRESENTS~ awwww! sweet kann ??
i got 1 plastic bag from Ayako (dlmnye: 1 kipas, 2 'bende utk gantung kat hp' n buku psl skola dorg' , another 1 was from 'i-cant-remember-her-name; she gave me a game(?) monkey game. ~? eheh. CUTE! wee~

&finally!! time for the to go ..... ahh cepatnye mase berlalu.. we took some more pictures. they repeated our names many times! cute kn? haha n mntk2 drg tk lupe.. lolz. oh n askd ayako to send me the pictures thru email. wee~ hope to get it soon. ^^
yeah.. then we all MWTIs n JOHNOUCHIs gathered on the stairs n took pictures !! hountoni sugoiii! xD
then they boarded the bus.. one by one left the sch, we waved @ them happily.. if only we were given the chance to talk to the boys XDDD
da sudah. hahah! ah~ apapepon, i felt soooo happy. insyaallah they're coming again nxt yr. keke. jeongmal kippeoyo.. i just wished they were koreans. haah! x) ok ok enough of my craziness n crappiness. gtg! need to study or maybe...... get my essay done? LOL tk dapat ah~ =p
haha til here then.. SAYONARA ~~ ^^

skolaa skolaa! -.-

2008-06-24T17:41:00.003+08:00

da terlanjur bukak blogspot, so update lah skali. heh..
it's been a week plus eh.

well last week's episode 1 of YLG (youth leadership gathering) was a success! alhamdulillah~ wee! had so much fun throughout the whole day. except that 1 particular moment when i fell. and it's not just like falling down from my bike. but after so long (or maybe never), finally my 3rd trip to Ubin made me a SuPeRwOmAn! XD

imagine, going down the slope happily, WeeWee-ly, suddenly! lost control, ehk ehk maken ke kiri plak~~~~ woOoosHh.. BusShh~ kebaabOoom~ golekgolek. STOP. oh cant imagine the moment of flying, eventho it's only a few secs.. the best part was when my bike terkena yg bende besi (krg tau kn besi yg kat tepi road tu? haa~) trs tercampak kat bush n terhentak on the ground, tu pon bile da terlanggar pokok, kat bush katekn.. klw tkde pokok gknye da tergolek smpai sungai, eh? ntah ape tu.. hmm, the feeling is.. wow!?. -.- hah. tried to get up, tk boleh. da dgr org kecoh2.. ehh korg! stop stop! nadiah jatoh!! kebetulan kat situ ade hut.. den this group of campers gknye tgh lepak2 situ. hah! one of them, the medic i guess, helped me to get up. lol mabok teramat sey bile bgn..

ok CUT SHORT! u guys dun need to worry cuz cume sikit je bruises, 3 kat kaki 2 kat badan. da ok pon, aritu da urut. naseb urut! cuz mase jatoh terhentak kat blkg, ke kiri, den perot terlari. ick! maseh blue-black n bengkak skit tp da tk rase. =) alhamdulillah tk terok smpai kene gi hospital ke ape.. heh. ape tu dorg kate? malaikat sambut? =p hehe.

k da start skola balek!! start2 je da ade hmwk GP sey. boooriiinggg. hahaa ~ hmm. dahlaa.. tk tau nk cerite ape.. tetibe mind-blocked. heh. oryte! takecare! bubbye ~

shuffle with gen2 was a success! (:

2008-06-15T23:07:00.002+08:00

elo salaam..
yesterday ~ finally the day i've been waiting for! Shuffle with Gen2 ! ahaha~ akhirnye setelah berbulan2, tamat jua..
well the event went well eventhough we only hv for groups; 19 participants eh? xD eh atleast there r participants! lols.
so yeap .. ktrg overnite yg fridae tu kt mjd.. slept ard 2am + .. kesejokn gile sey, tdo pon tk tenteram. haha kk tk pntg... so tt saturday morning bgn dlm nk dkt kul 6... siap2 sumer... 830 event starts.. i was the leader for both toh guan park & blk 270 .. kene pggl ma'am sey dgn fahmee. lols. anythg arh. then something happend when me n nadiah ws about to cross the road to blk 270. for the first tym in my life, i witnessed an accident. right in front of my eyes. 0_O terpekik sey bile nmpk... hmm.. hopefully nenek tu da ok, amiin.

blabla me n nad jalanz2 n went back to the mosque. lepak, call2 org & then solat... pstu mkn, ttdo jap.. gitu gini the race ended ard 3+ .. bergambar sumer n balekkk!

balek troz lepak. haa~ maghrib bgn mandi solat. tdo balek smpai pagi.. heh. n nari tk klua.. dr pagi maen comp. hahaa! bsk ade gp class.. hmm.. lalala~ k uh.. gtg! toodles~

YLC gerreekkk =)

2008-06-11T00:20:00.009+08:00

salam alaik. sorry for the late update. heh been busy these days with shuffle thingy. phew~ anyway, im back frm camp @ perak! ahaa ~ omg i had soo much fun! =D

so k d name of tt place was actually 'Nur Lembah Lenggong' , adek bradek ngn pangsun uh gtu. hee~ k 1st day (6th june):
kte brangkat the night before frm al-falah. so yea tdo dlm bus .. cheh wlwpn masing2 da intro diri masing2 tp mase tk kenal lg sape2.. haha. so dlm bus tu, dudok ngn wahed kat seat plg blakaaaang skali. kekee~ best gilaks bile "korean" bertemu dgn "korean". hahaha menjadi2 ! ktrg nyanyi2, joget2 while listening to kpop songz. hahha org sekeliling pelik tgk ktrg. xD anyways we reached lenngong the nxt day ard 9am. pstu da dgr skit taklimat from org situ, kte pon gerak gi bilik~ wee! pmpn sume 1 bilik while the boys ade 2 bilik. best ~ besar & luas & bersih. hees. then kte gerak gi dewan n kat situ kte berkenalan dgn 2 instructor kte which is Ckg Fauzan & Ckg NorSham =) kat dewan tu mcm2 kte buat, intro2 kenal2 & share many things with d other campers yg masih strangers. abeh dgr2 nnt mlm nightwalk nk pegi kubor cine! mampz. heh then ard 1pm kte balek bilek n unpack stuffs. 3pm+ ktrg kene kumpul kat dewan laen, kene bwk kain batik (4 girls) n pelekat 4 boys. haha! rupe2nye camp commandnt kte nk bwk kte kembali ke zaman dulu2.. hahahah! ktrg kene pakai kain spnjg brade kat camp tu. amcm? ahha! so nk tnk pakai jela.. klw tk kene ptg makrah! OPS! x) den kt dewan tu ktrg dipecahkn into groups. this tym btol2 nye pecah2.. campur girls boys then ktrg kene fikirkn group name yg namenye dr pahlawan perak. LOL. then each grp kene buat logo & flag. so luckily i hv wahed together w/me in my grp. ehee~ plus aizat(d leader) & azry, bobo + naufal the lil kid! & our grp name was Tun Perak! wakaka. so our logo ~ it turn out to be nice , credts to azry lar. ahaa. then we also hv a penghulu & a penghuluwati~ Jack & Yana!! wooh ><>ancari pasangan pengantin dr grp masing2!hahahaa.. so ktrg kene carik anything utk cantikkn pengantin n bahan2 tu mesti dr apape yg dr rimba. haa kau. haha. so ptg tu sume grp pegi sane sini carik daun2 kering la bunge2 la pape la. keke. & pengantin2 ni bakal bersanding malam tu.

jengjengjeng. mlm pon tibe... pengantin pon siap & naek ke pelamin yg tk seberape. haha! frm my grp, actually im the pengntn perempuan. tk relaaa! puahahaha. tp lstmin tukar wahed & suaminye Azry. achewahh wahedd! xD ok ok so mcm2 coment ckg fau bagi.. ade mcm org dayak, mcm baru klua dr tong sampah, mcm kawen ngn bomoh sumer. hahaha! kekekk sey. XD best uh . hee. k pastu saat menggerunkn dah tibe! kene nightwalk gi kubur cine! blindfolded! tp naseb ngn grp uh n pegang tali rafia. my grp was the 1st to go. mcm2 rintangan yg ktrg lalui. yg naek turun la, yg steep la plg best bile kene sepak ngn dahan. fuh! naseb jln ngn group sey. den mase da smpai kubur tu. ktrg kene ddk 1 line, org plg depan which is azry da pgg batu tu. xD jap lg kene ganggu la sey! 1st azry, pstu gi blkg, si wahidah & gi blkg wahed plak, akuuu! nk tau ktrg kene ape? kene raba ngn tangan oi!! da la tgh cangkung. adeih dugaan sgtla tu. me n wahed da zikir2 sumer. bygkn ah .. dahla bende tu lembut gile.. seram beb! tp knp kubur cine blh terdgr suare tv ehk? =p k so finally grp lain sume smpai. kte sbnrnye disuruh munasabah diri. klah.. den finally ckg suro bukak blindfold. satu2 bukak......... DENGAR2 KITE PAT KUBOR CINE APERRR? kahkahkahkahkahka!! padahal padahal sey. haha! ktrg cume kat bwh bukit dr canteen ktrg (punce suare tv) kekek sgt ahh! n mmg bkn batu nisan ah yg dorg pegang! huahuahuaha! & me n wahed da ckp2 " eh td kau kene jgk eh?" .. tgh bbl2 seram la takot la.. tetibe terdgr org blkg ~ "EHH ade kucinggg~~~" =_=" kantooiiiiii. hahhaa. so actually anak kucing tu yg gesel2 pat kterg. haha igtkn kene molest dgn tangan han-- . hahaa. abeh tym balek sume da kecoh. eehhh korgg steep2!! ehh korg ade dahan~~" ahahhaha. kekek ahh. kwgasam btol . XD k sooo. the 1st night was a great nite. hee. ard 12 da lights off. =)

OK! 2nd day (7th June) : woke up 6am? solat subuh. 645+ exercise ! yeah yeahh ~ starjump da improve! x) pstukan! kterg gi water rafting!! cool gileeeeeer. bt instead of pakai batik & pelekat , ktrg ganti dgn topi buatan sndr dr srtkabar., haha.. k den ktrg pegi ntah mane n buat raket sendiri! heee~ so me wahed naufal masok grp tun teja. ahaa! best! alhamdulillah dpt tempuhi cabaran slame 2 jam kat sungai perak tu dgn selamat n ktrg mng 1st la sey! wohooo~ happy happy. tkd gmbr tp, kat cam syasya. pstu kte makan dulu.. then gi balek ntah ape pulau die panggil 4 survival camp. tu eh name die? ntahla. haha. ktrg blaja camne nk elak dr musuh! kene baring, tembak2, golek2, n crawl. kakaka. mmg kotor ah baju ngn tanah2. eiww mmg eiiww tp ni best! wee~ pstu ktrg kene dberikn mastin, beras, potato n ikan kering! haaa masak la apelg~ lols. mmg tk menjadi. nk masak plak abe hujan. sume cari la tmpt teduh utk masak. markah wey markah! haha.. ade grp yg jadi.. jelous la jgk .. ktrg tk bgs sgt dpt 2nd last.. tp ok lah jgk.. jadi sikit pon atleast sey. keke... pastu ktrg maen flying fox!! yehaaa ~ hahahhaa! actually sbb ujan so drg nk batalkn, tp sbb tkd petir so drg terskn uh .. bestt~ ktrg cross sungai tu.. woooh seram ade jgk! haha kekek part wehed n me, ktrg terstuck pat tgh2 .hahahhaha! mcm2 sey. kk den ktrg mandi sungaii ~ berendam ! ahaa ~ best! abe maen Za kat air sumer. ahahaa. best la sey. =)))

mlmnye.. (actually the night before ktrg da diberi tugasan which is ktrg kene lakonkn scene yg ktrg da dpt mlm bsknye) .. k so da mlm kan! hahahaha. my group kene lakonkn psl "ibu yg nak melahirkan" mwahahaa. n this time the watak utame which is the mother is mE! lol pregnant la sey. k my 'husband' is faiz (bobo). lol! n our 1st child is naufal. the doctor is azry & nurse is wahed! plus org tua gila, aizat. hahahaha! kesimpulannye time tgh jln2 kat park skali trs da nk terbranak. ambulance dtg bwk gi hosp. kat hosp ade masalah, tali pusat terbelit so either mak atau anak nk diselamatkn but ofcoz anak la kan! haha k so ku matiii & "selimut" yg slamat. hahaha! dpt 16.5 =D alhamdulillah org gembire ngn lakonan kte. hehe. lepas sume dabes. kte pon balek bilik... ahhh da last night sey. tsk tsk. mlm tu sume tdo lmbt.. tulis2 surat utk bagi penghargaan. ehee. 2+ baru ku tdo..

finally...... the last day. (8th June) ahhh! da last day! ktrg bgn pagi, & pack barangz sumer. exercise, then kumpul kat dewan. kterg present ape yg kte da blaja frm this leadership camp. ckg fauzan n ckg nor syam gve their last speech n finally keputusan diumumkn.. 5th group: siti zubaidah --- 4th : maharajalela --- 3rd: my grp! tun perak --- 2nd: ngah ibrahim --- 1st : congratz tun teja! pstu best muslimah camper: yana --- best muslim camper : jack --- outstanding camper : the hensem min. lols^^ kte amek2 gmbr sumer then ktrg gi letak surat2 penghargaan ktrg kat org2 kat dlm sampul2 yg da dtampal.. then ktrg gi breakfast... bus pon da dtg.. cikgu2 kte tk smpat nk tunggu kte smpai balek dorg kene balek dulu so drgpn ucapkn selamat utk kte one by one sambil kasi pucuk2 surat tu kat empunye diri.. then drg pon byebye. kte2 pon siap2 abeskan pack, dabes sumer. kterg amek gmbr dpn bilek.. petik sane sini gile2.. ahaa.. den finally gmbr YLC beramai n off we board the bus. byebye lenggong! T_T niwae b4 i forget. IM OFFICIALLY A MINISTER OF YOUTH LEADERSHIP! yeaaay. hanye kte2 yg phm. ^^

dlm bus 1st senyap skit sume layan perasaan kot? ahaha. den jap lg da kecoh skit dgn lagu kuat, tgk ggpr, bbl sumer, amek gmbr. ahaha. best2.. stop tym zoh0r then beli dunkin donut. smbg perjalanan. dne tym maghrib kte stop mkn kat ntah mane pstu mkn A&W. rindu sey keke. k dah. pstu balek singapore. hee. smpai kat woodlands pstu bpk noi hntr kte2 muslimah rangers balek rumah. dlm van kecoh! haha. k smpai ruma 220 then unpack brg2 tdo kul 330.. zZzz. gerrekkk! wee~ =D

k .. wahed, bobo, azry, aizat, naufal, bedah, jaja, jack the penghulu, sadiq aka ironman, in, ule, noi aka bobah, arip aka bob, audi, syasya, raudhah, amir, min, kai, zafrie, putra aka macho, yana, chacha, kakHuda, syahir, hanis, faliq ,,,
tk lupe.. kak ainul, u. izhar, u. yousef, u.hafidz,,
& setinggi-tinggi penghargaan buat Cikgu fauzan && cikgu norSyam.
tanpe korg sume camp ni tkkn jadi segerek ni.

& MOYLs !jgn luperr nextweek ktrg nyer gathering!! weee~ tk sabar!baru episode 1 tau! bermakne akan ade byk lagi episode2 mendatang. ahaa~ hopefully our friendship will last long. =) keep in touch sumer! I LOVE MOYL <3

perakk ~ here i come!

2008-06-05T00:09:00.002+08:00

helloh. salaam ~
i should be packing by now.. -_-"
haha.. nvm, i wnt to update before going to perak for leadership camp~ ^^

LAST WEEK

last thursday..... went to jurong bird park! heee~ with my aunties & my cousins. yep2.. had fun. lg fun sbb ramai korean! wakakaka~ best uh.. last gi birdpark mase ntah, primary? lol. so yeah.. the birds r cute! kekee ~

friday... went out with iqah, mama n nenek to bugiss! LOL! something happened at action city. omg~ will never forget tt incident. xd hahahhaa! then later at night, went to orchard n watch Narnia! fuhh ~ gerekkk! hahaah.. inlove with prince caspian & peter! wee~ the show ended ard 12+ am! n lol! i hv to overnite at almukminin! gagaga ~ luckily bikMisa's friend's kindhearted n she sent me to the mosque. hehs. reached there ard 1am+ . haha.. aft a short "meeting", bknnye kterg tdo pon... haha. laptops & computers & internet!! haha.. youtube-ed with wahed.. keke besT! da kul 3 baru ktrg stop. nyeheh.

saturday!.... woke up ard 5+ .. mandi&siap& ready to CYCLE @ UBIN (again)!! lol. was chosen to be the photographer on tt day.. so yeah, quite fun! heheh. tyme nk pegi ubin best ~ kterg kat boat ramai2 ddk yg sblh blkg ... haha. bahaye2.. den amek2 gmbrz sume.. gerek ~ tym tu je da mendung.. ahuh. bile da smpai ubin, took pictures& cycled. penat sey.. hah. then makan! wee~ & cycled again.. til b4 zohor, then we stopped & rest.. tepat2 time ktrg nk gerak teros whooooshh ~ hujanlebat giler... ahaa~ basah kuyop wlwpn pakai payung! haha! tp fun ~ nyehehee.. yeah~ so aft everythg's settled @ ubin.. ktrg pon naek boat balek gi singapore.. kat spore sementare tunggu bus, kterg gile2~ maen ZA, amek2 gmbr mepek2 ..ahahah. n nyanyi2.. lols.. best2. when bus arrived, ktrg pn naekk.. sumer da kepenatan.. ktrg pn tdo lah.. pstu smp mjd da kul 5 kot? pstu gitu gini jap lg balek la.. PENAT. hmm~

sunday dok rumah je.. lepakz... monday gi mjd.. mcm2 keje ktrg buat. balek mlm .. tuesday gi mjd lg.. pstu recce .. ahaa ~ pstu kasi mkn turtle! xD turtleNad is my new nick. hahaha. n today ... dok rumah lg... haa! blm pack utk bsk!!! gile? hoho. klah.. gtg ~ take care ppl. i will be away for 4 days.. leadership camp @ perak.. c u when i c u.. ^^ n JAPKOR~ wait for me then we'll eat at seoulgarden! weeee~ k bbye.. salams.

turtle! xD

2008-05-27T22:24:00.003+08:00

kikiki wakaka.. salam alaikum.. =D

wooh. baru balek! skrg kat rumah mama ~ wahaa. td gi recce kat lakeside area dgn bedah, kak ainul & nadiah!! kecoh kecohh ~ dgr2 kite gi china jap eh td? & jadi kanak2 riang td dgn gmbr2 sumer. hahaha. pstu jalan jalan skali jumpelah ikan2 n turtle2 yg cute, besar dan lapar2.. bwahaha. sedang semangat nk dekat2 dgn binatang2 tuuuu.. SKALI! kasut sebelah jatoh! lawak antarebangse! XD naseb smpat capai. keke.. pstu da maghrib... sempat maen kat playground lagi! haha. spiderweb sumer.. ish3 ~ haha. pstu kite berger .. nadiah balek, so tggl kte 3.. gi jrg sports complex mkn kfc! root beer ape bedah? kakakaka.. haha.. smpai 930 gitu.. smpat transfer2 lagi. haha. pstu at last kte balek laa.. kak ainul! grasshopper ke? XP klaka la nari... mcm2 kejadian yg memalukan sey.. aishhh.

btw just nk promote.. sesiape yg berminat, silelah join kte punyer event! shuffle with gen2.. die ala2 amazing race. best insyaallah! marilah marilah.. ajak family, kwn2.. fr more details: http://www.youthalmukminin.blogspot.com /or/ http://www.ittihadulmukminin.multiply.com .. nk tanye saye pon boleh! OH! n i need ppl on tt day... klw korg nk tolong pls bilang.. kk maseh. =))

tu jelah kotz... k korg, jage diri! boring2 call la noned. wakaka.. bye nytez! ;)

wakenabeb!

2008-05-23T21:56:00.005+08:00

salaaams. =)
WAKENABEB! hahahaha. kwngasam tu 4 org. nk kenekan tk agak2. aku tertipuuuu! lol. i should say yest i had so much fun. haha! kat skola dahla gerek gile tkd ust masok so class preu1.1 buat party sndr, PU1 & PU2 menggila. lols.. plg best part maen uno smpai belasan org. XD esp bile sume da uno game tggl me, syafiqah & muslim. bwahahahaha. rabaks amat kte kenekn muslim esp dgn "kesetanan" rifdi & syafi'i. huahua.

maka lepas tu dlm 11+ terjadilah sesuatu yg tk pernah ku lakukan.. ni pon psl tu 2 bdk jgk. hisyy masok mwti maken nakal sey. haha iaitu....... cabut skola! OPS! hahahah.burok tk? mmg burok bagi org yg tk pernah buat cm aku ni. lol. klaka mengenangkn strategi drg nk klua. pstu nk dijadikan cerite office dpt tangkap kterg cabut.. hais, kterg yg 3 pmpn da panic. baru 1st tym nk buat jahat da kene tangkap. abe smpai ckg mas call sume. adeih... mcm2 alasan si idi kasi, pstu cmfm kene marah nnt. da mmg takot la. abeh lepas mkn, si arab: "kau pernah tgk WAKENABEB tk?" hahahah. da ktrg tetipu ngn drg 4! sah setan. kwngaja tol.. hahaha. saket ati tp best. nnt ah korg! tunggu mase utk dpt balasannye. :D

arini plak.... haha. sengaje masok skola lmbt! lols. pon plan mereka jgk. haha. actually klw nk ikotkn ati nk je smbg tdo.. tp sbb tabung nyer pasal. so dtgla.. keke. so masok skola td 9+ . wahaa. skali lagi, preu sume hooray2. panjat klua tingkap, bukak mp3 kuat2 kat klas.. & hampir2 cabut skola lg! haha. tk cukup dgn tu! ku dpt PRANK CALL! burokkk ah pi'ie! mintak derma utk anak2 yatim wak tanjong aperr? hahaha. dah 2 kali wakenabeb! haha. tp best uh smlm ngn nari. last day of sch mmg slalunye best. wahaa ~

then td tym solat jumaat kne pegang tabung kt msjd abdul gafoor. ahaa. byk mkn td ~ lols. &alhamdulillah rezeki.. =) & Kclass nari best ~ sbb sbb td tchr suroh nyanyi to the whole class. wakakakkaa. klaka2 tp best ~ nyehee. happy =)) ahahaa ~ yg pntg mmg enjoy la smlm n nari. hee ~ okk! da cuti skola! wooh ~ byk activities cuti ni! best2~ hee. klahh. happy holidays sume! gdluck pd org2 yg nk dkt Olvl. go ain! go liya! hehe ~ kk bubbye ! =D

happy ~

2008-05-15T09:33:00.003+08:00

hello ~! salaaams..
hee ~ thursday! test dabes~ smlm! yeay.
so we dn hv to go to sch tday & tmr.. marking day! wee ~

hmmm. seems like my previous post hs touched so many hearts , ne? lol.
bgslaa.. so krg pn rase keperitan nk pisah dgn kwn2 .. lagi2 yg rapat.. tsk tsk. haha
anyways.. drg kat sane sume da selemat.. n happy.. im happy fr them too.
n i guess i hd enuff of crying.. rase kehilangan tu da pelan2 maken ok.. (:
bknnye tkleh contact kn ~ hee. but im missing them .
oooh pip, hw r u doing there? living ur days w/o ur SS? it must be really hard.. esp w/o S501i ? hehe. ^^
ohh n krg, qurratu kim salam =)

ehh. mcm tgh gd mood gtu eh? haha. happy2... gg to watch as many videos as i can todayy. wohoo!
but i hv tuitn at 2pm.. smlm dah la tk pegi. aishh. khekhe..
urm.. eating nasi goreng.
oh ohhh ~ n kaki abg kene balut ngn plaster ! wakakaka. =x
aritu kaki de terpelecok & masok hosp.. abe doc nk operate de tnk, so amek tu! khh ~ no comment. :D
k2.. dah.. abg's frenz r coming.. nk kemas2 ruma skit. hehe.
annyeongg ~~ ^^;

tears.

2008-05-12T19:42:00.002+08:00

yes.. and im crying again.. goshhh ~
automatically, tears flows down my cheeks when i listen to 'doa perpisahan' while reading pip's last post... &her msg for me is just.. tooo precious, very meaningful tt i cant bear to hold my tears.. just letting everything out.. im already missing her.. baru 1 hari =(

her msg to me:
JINJAE. ure the most closest to me.
i think u know me in n out.
yea~ i will not forget the times when were still in primary level
n till up now.
with all our craziness twrds KPOP
and all with the rest of our frens.
not much words. but i think u know right i treasure u?
i love you?
n i goin 2 miss you?
(ok. getting emo. NONO!)

ahhh! T.T last night was super sad. super heartbreaking moment. looking at their faces, getting ready to say byebye, getting ready to adapt to a new life. far away from family&friends.. haiss.. mesti ku salah sorg dr org2 yg nk gi kuis smlm, klw tk msk mwti... yeap, kuis was one of my choices fr further studies aft alsagoff. i hv never even dreamt of going to pre-u.. but nope, im not regretting. hmmm..

the most touching moment was,, when we (JK) gave our special pressie to pip... we havent even said anything but she already cried.. it's really sad to see her tears which made us cried to... except nana, i suppose? =p so yea.. she thanked us, then we took pictures. just when i was about to walk back to the gate, then she suddenly said "kejap.." &she hugged me... ahhhhh ~ *banjir!!* we stand fr a few moments, hugging each other.. im nt sure if she said anything , but i did say "gudluck"..hmm, dah tenggelam dlm tangisan uh. then she walkd to the other members, &hugged them too. by then, i just cnt hold my tears anymore. just moments before they hv to board the bus.

walked out frm the back gate & met the others {qurratu, sakinah, zunairah, nafeesah, ain, nurul}.. hugged them & gave my last words to them.. so yeap, finally it's time... we took pictures, in front of alsg.. one last time before they declare themselves as a KUIS-ian. hehs. then, they boarded the bus. door closed. &nothing else but byebye & tears. also flying kisses. =')

skrg.. semue tggl kenangan. ape kabar eh drg kat sane? hmm. 3years is nt a short period of time. by then, maybe im already off to overseas? heh. apapepon, PIP!! BOGOSHIPHO~~~ huhuuu. & to JK, yes i repeat, our bond mesti lg kuat k ? pip tkde tk bererti JK tkde. we must be there fr each other.
liyajoon; pls dun delete SS videos frm ur phone. be strong to live w/o ur Joon. =)
hyeriin; feel free to call me anytime.. any updates ? share w/me.. keke. =)
raiiwan; i noe its hard fr u too, to lose ur 'pipandy'.. lenkali nanges laa!!! tkd perasaan la. lol =)
umi; eventho we hardly see each other nowadays, bt nvr exclude urself frm JK k. u r still part of us. =)
& jinjae; hwaiting! the rest of JK r there fr u. =)

I LOVE EACH N EVERYONE OF YOU k. & IT GROWS DAY BY DAY. THANKS <3
SARANGHAEYO & AISHITERU. <3

p/s: kyu-young; i love you & i miss you too. =)

perpisahan ='(

2008-05-10T21:11:00.003+08:00

salam alaikum..
saturday night. *sigh* bsok mlm dorg da nk berangkat.. so post ni mmg special utk korg2 yg nk pergi bsk.. =(

firstly, ana nk ckp... gudluck k korg.. mcm klaka kan kite da abes alsg. korg pn da nk gi kolej da. semue da ade haluan masing2.. apapepn , ana nk mintak maaf dgn semue. mntk maaf kalau byk buat salah kat korg, antare sengaje ataupn tak... ana happy dpt kawan2 mcm korg, wlwpn skrg ana da kat waktanjong, da ade kwn2 baru, tp ana tk pernah lupekn korg.. tp sryla kalau jarang contact.. =( whatever it is.. our memories r meant to be forever.. jgn lupekan kenangan2 sepanjang 10thn kat alsagoff k kawan2 semue (=

-qurratu;; my buddy! ana mntk maaf byk buat salah kat anti.. &skrg ni pn ant da nk pegi.. apapepon, im happy with all the moments tt we've shared esp. mase2 sec3 {u-me-lin-umi}.. ana tkkn lupekn sume tu.. frget me not. rajin2 blaja k, sayang anti.. =') frenz forever <3

-syirul;; ant pn nk pegi!! dpt ke ana bagi ant present on 18oct lg? ana rindu ant! thanks byk2 slalu dgr luahan2 ana.. ant baek sgt.. tk tau kalau dpt jumpe kwn mcm anti, jgn lupe b'day ana.. sblh2 je.. jgn lupekn kenangn kte mase primary2. =p will miss u.. syg syirul..

n finally......
-afifah;; pip! donajimarayo... ='( chingu ya... never forget me & all our memories since primary.. zaman tusyen ngn kakak ana, zaman balek naek bus same2, zaman lepak2 kat rmh ant&ana.. n of course.. our love fr hanguk!! thx byk tlg ana dlm pelajaran esp last yr.. thx fr everything.. ana rase ant paling paham ana.. bile ant da pegi nnti, da tk call2 rumah ant lg, da tkde cerite psl DoubleS n DB lagi, da tkd cerite psl YS n JJ lagi. ant da tkleh gile2 psl JAKPOR lagi... T.T sume tu nnti tggl kenangan. but pls jgn hlgkn terus.. JK tetap 6org k. wlwpn ant jauh kat msia, nthg is gg to change the fact tt me, you, nana, liya, ain & umi are 1! , k? kyu-young ah~ saranghaeyo.. aja2 fighting in ur studies.. will surely miss u.. "urineun ~~ chingu yeongwonhi-eyo!" ^^

yeap.. tulah kate2 terakhir utk 3 kawan yg paling disayangi. not to forget; {bdk2 kuis} sakinah, rafidah, zunairah, nafeesah, ain, nurul, syadee, {DQ} ned, fiqah.z, {marsah} ima, syazana... mntk maaf kalau ade name yg tertggl.... noned sayang korg sumer!! gudluck eh korg utk 3thn.. insyaallah success! jgn lupekan ana yg keseorangan kat mwti.. cntact2 la k, keep in touch.. thx for being such great friends & wonderful ppl in my life.. kalau nmpk kucing or klw ade pape yg berkaitan dgn korea,, igtlah nadiah a.k.a. noned (name popular yg diberikan oleh korg). hehe.. yg sebenar2nye.. ana tgh nangis.. ni baru post kat blog da nanges , apelagi nk bid korg farewell bsk malam!! T_T haiz.. apapepon, takecare la korg k.. jumpe bsk mlm.. will miss all of you.. jgn jadi minah msia k, kekalkn imej singaporean muslimah. kekeke. smpai sini je.. lagu DOA PERPISAHAN ni.. khas utk korg.. kenangku dalam doamu.... ilalliqa'... ma'assalamah.. =')

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sastera ~

2008-05-10T00:45:00.002+08:00

annyeong ~ ^^
haa! da sabtu! bt lets talk abt fridae! heheh.

smlm ader test sastera! lol.
kat paper tu ade 3questions tau. confident ah tk bace instructn so igt kene buat 2 je. haha! so the paper is frm 8-10am. so, slenger ah kn gi set nk buat each question 1/2hr.. bile da 930, da abes buat qn2a baru trperasan, "JAWAB SEMUA SOALAN". XD da panic abes2 gile2...!!! hahahah. ade 3 lagi sey blm buat!! trs cepat2 sey tulis.. lol. yg 2b, 3a & 3b each buat 10mins. jadilahh. hahahah. syukur ni test je. kekekekkee. nadiaaaah nadiah.

so td 10 am da klua frm sch then breakfast McD ngn kgkwn.. pstu jumpe shafiqah!! ahh~ die da pegi DQ~ so td dptla jmpe die.. happy!.. tym nk balek mcm nk nanges tp tk jadi. kakaka . &then went to bugis ,, jumpe ain , nana & liya. hehs finally. ;]

blah dr ctu 230 trs naek bus n trn cmnwealth.. mama suro tmn die kt rumah baru die.. rumah die gerek gile bole tk? BEST GILE! da la tgkt 34!! hahaa~ view lawa~~ design rumah pn lawa!! XD gile2 pny syiok ah tu rumah. kkkhh ~

pstu kul 6 balek rmh... siap2 fr class. blaja bende baru lagi ~ ^_^ hehe. pstu 840 abes n balek.. makan, tgk tv .. pstu maen comp smp skrg.. yeap2.. n nw abg pn da balek n nk pakai.. so~ gtg! ahhh~ bsk mlm! ><

wassalam...

untitled. =p

2008-05-07T12:28:00.004+08:00

hey hey hey!
you're such a beautiful woman ~ lol addicted to this song x)
k tk pntg. ouuu test da start ! haha. alhamdulillah dpt jawab quran! wee~
fiqh ade skit slack tp insyaallah pass ^^
td balek ngn nana! kekeke.

ermm. just wanna share smthg wif u guys. kenape la manusie2 ni kwang aja sgt ?? zalim nk mampzz!! nk nangis mase tgk ni. mmg tkde belas kasihan lgsg.. haissz.
http://www.peta.org/feat/ChineseFurFarms/index.asp juz watch the video k? ='(

hmm. bsk munakahat & mutala'ah.. blm blajaa ~ haha. tgh pk nk blaja kt rmh or kt lib.. tgk la cmne.. nnt maybe ade ttn. tp mcm tknk gi.. tk taulaaa. klar.. ~5 more days~ =S
wishing on a star~

destinasi cinta yang ku cari...sebenarnya terlalu hampir...hanya kabur kerana dosa di dalam hati...

salam akhir ~~

2008-05-04T12:07:00.004+08:00

dear IMA;;
u r gg! =( gdluck k~ nad doakan ima success kat sane.. tkla jauh sgt, boleh la slalu balek.. syg, last nad jumpe ima da lame sey. so jgn lupekan noned di sini k? keep in touch. hahaha! anyways, happy bile terkngkn mase2 sec4, tuition, apelagi MSG! hahaa. u will surely be missed. heh. sorry if i ever hurt ur feelings ke ape ke.. k? takecare chingu. bahsyah & aja2 fighting! bubbye (:

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bangun jatuh , bangun jatuh~ penat la sey.
but OI i must get up! 2 start a new lyfe.. =))
just.... why? must i see bende2 tk pntg tu ahh?
shooo. go away. i shldnt hv liked u at the first place.
buat pening kepale je. nak blaja pon susah. hahaa..

korg2 yg bace ni pon.. tkya lah risau pening2 kepale fikirkn ke-emo-an ku. wakaka.. tgh exam fever kan, so gi blaja la k! pelik tau everytime check blog , counter maken naek & naek.. naek bkn sikit! hmm ape sgtla yg boleh dibace kat blog ni. kalau view pstu tag tkpe jgk. hahaha!
k lah. nk blaja!!! smlm da la tdo kul 3. tp hafal quran la jgk k. haha! abeh td kene bgn pagi, boring btol. den went to geylang w/mak.ayah.nenek.tok... gi pasar den had breakfast~ yep. otw back, ayah said something which made me feel lyk crying. argh! pissed.off! hampe la sey!! so yea. mood hilang. tp skrg da ok. ^^ hidop mesti happy beb! lupekanlah segale masalah ~ yeaa yeaa.

friends lasts longer!
aku berhenti berharaaaaap~ (da lame dah) hahahah!!
JJ; CM; YC; JS; YH!! I LOVE YOUU! XD

i love JK ;]

2008-05-02T22:36:00.007+08:00

first&foremost ; gojidmal! lenkali nk tipu agak2 la okae?? whatthefish.
okey! currently listening to CKT. hehh. one la sey x) haa. ouuu didnt update anythg since the last 5 days! haha. malas uh. so siap sedialah utk bace pnjg2. haha.

SEMALAM! =)))
khhhh~ so smlm cuti! & i went out the whole day! with my beloved JK sisters {pip-nana-liya-ain-umi} ^^ ahh. smlm mmg gile. imagine, frm ORCHARD to CCK to VIVO! hahhaa! mmg tkde keje carik keje. lol. so actually ktrg klua smlm cz next week...pip da nk gi msia =( & yesterday was our last JK outing.. ahhh jinjja!!! haisz, hmm ok ok.. so klua ruma 1140am. gi orchard staight by bus n met them there. i look so ~~poor~~PURE, eh na? lol! k so ktrg pn pegi la mkn kat sakura.. hee! tp time tu umi blm join lagi, so yea! nk kate mkn byk tu tk sgtla.. tp gerek uh. tp still tkleh lawan seoulgarden, hahaa. so kite makan3, story3, pictures3, &na dpt present frm us! xD gitugini smpai 230 then kte blahh gi HMV. haha. kat situ trs stuck. kekee nikmat sgt. &suddenly umi dtg secare mengejot! haha! so yea finally the 6 of us! x)

k so... kte on gerak gi solat.. heh then we went to far east.. round2 carik kasut carik bag tk jumpe.. haha. round2 lagi smpai ard 4+ ? ntahla.. haha pstu haus. me&pip maseh tk dpt jumpe beg yg kite suke. pstu pip ajak gi lot1! lolss. well, maseh awal per.. so OKla. haha. yea & naek bus. tp ain&nana kene balek =( lgpn nana start exam la sey nari! hahahaha. but we took the same bus anyways. heeh. so yeap. da smp lot1, kite round3 lg.. ke sini ke sane, tk dpt ape yg dicari. haha. dat tym da 5+ nearly 6 uh. lol. nk psl nk gi vivo tu my idea actly. haha. mmg gila!! tk pk bsk skola pon. haha. tp igt nk gi rmh pip dulu ke ape.. so da salam2 liya & umi.. haha! den da jalan skit, trs tukar pkrn nk gi vivo trs! kalau tak nnt lmbt balek! hhahaa. so kte pn rush uh cz lm slt asar lg. &kite smpat kejar liya&umi! hehee. pstu liya pn kate nk ikot! hahaha. so yea. umi balek & tggl kte 3~ keke. smp harbourfront trs gi mjd temenggong. asar & tunggu maghrib skali. k so lps semue da selamat kite pn pegi la vivo... beg ade, tp org tu plak tk suke. haha. then kite gi daiso! TOO LITTLE TOO MUCH OF.........GREEN! =X hahahaha!! so yeap pip beli brg2 die.. & aft that we went to harbourfrnt ctr. bought NY pizza's cheese fries. ooooh terkenang mase buke tu. haha. k den, kterg pn round3 ... pn tk jumpe jgk! lol. k dat tym da 9.15pm tau. hahha! liya plak terase nk mkn cocktail! hahah! so nk balek dulu cm tk gerek.. so iktla drg! lol padehal kaki, kepale sume da saket, hahha. pstu jumpe "super junior" plak tu! wakakaka. lpstu.. dabes, da puas, da happy. kte pn gerakla utk pulang... da 945 time tu. ekeke..

klw tk nk naek bus.. den tk jadi cz of ain! ahaa. yeap2.. so we took the train back. dgrla CKT, tp ain nyer lm lepas.. so da smp cmnwealth tu drg mcm hampe la. ahaha. kk den naek bus smp ruma 1030!! ahaha. da smp rumah.. maseh lg m'dgr n yayy! finally hyeriin pny klua. wee eryvery happy =) so yea kul 11 baru washup. haha. pstu gosok baju, den tgk2 gmbr... pstu kul 12 maseh tknk tdo.. gi on comp. mmg gile. haha. k den 1230 nk klua bilik skalii terlanggar wire laptop! daahh tercabut. lol gknye de mmg suro tdo uhh. lol. pstu smpat call2 pip lagiii! hahahha. den kul 1 uh baru tdo. nyehhaa.

watever it is! i really enjoyed my day yesterday! n it's all bcz of u guys! n u guys made me frgt my sadness. weee~ na jeongmal haengbokhada.. geurigu, jeongmal jinjja nomu mani-mani SARANGHAEYO nae yeoja chingu(s)!!! kumawoyo 4 everything.. *mmuuuaaah*

hee~ dah dah. enuff bt yest. keke so lets wrap up on wat happened tdae! wakaka. tkya ckp psl skola la, tkd pape. haha! tp td balek skola ktrg celebrate bday amin pat kedai/rumah hadie!!! surprise la sey. haha. best uhh. kekke. &thx has 4 the treat. heh. ohhh thx to both has n amin psl dat dae.. alaa yg psl *tett~* lol. kk ? kekee. so.. happy 17th bday amin! haha.

yeahh~ im happy! oh & hey! it's really fading!! &im stronger nw! yeahhh! cngratz ned! x)) tp yg tk happynye.. tggl 9 hari je, serious per?? ahhhh tidakk! knp kite mesti berpisah, dear frenz? ='(
hmm. exam da nk dekat lagi. adeih dugaan dugaan. tkpe! kite mesti menempuhinye dgn tabah!! yeahhhhh~ AJAAAAAAA! nadiah boleh! ^_______^ ddo mannayo! ;]

why?

2008-04-26T14:12:00.006+08:00

bismillah.. Salaam.
those moments keeps popping up in my mind..
why are memories meant to be forever? cuz it hurts..
well yea of coz beautiful/sweet/wonderful memories r forever.
but those painful/bitter ones? =(
tried to erase them.. frm my head, frm my mind, frm my heart.
but i failed. gahhh~ org nak blaja susahlaaa! ish.

andai kau jujur memahami

tiada ku menjauhi

dan kisahku yang masih panjang

menambahkan berat yang memandang

lantas ku pendam

ku putuskan biarlah rahsia

nk dekat 7 may!!

2008-04-25T22:38:00.005+08:00

erkkk. without realising, its just 12 more days !
less than 2 weeks! kyaaaah~
nadiah, wake up! tests r coming up! O_O
quran; 4more pages of Saffaat la sey.
yg laen2 lg?? err~ seram seram.
BSOK MESTI BLAJA!

wed...7may >> Quran & Fiqh Syafi'ie.
thu...8may >> munakahat & mustalah
fri...9may >> sastera
mon...12may >> syariah 2 & manthiq
tue...13may >> tafsir
wed...14may >> GP

ye. mmg sikit. sbb ktrg test jer n tk semue pljrn. tp mcm gile uh,, nnt yg pecah kepale nyer end of the year.. semue masok. pengsan sey. hmm sooo wlwpn test aje, kite mesti buat yg terbaik k nadiah ? insyaallah.. anywayz selamatz ehh utk kamu2 yg dah & akan start exam. best of luck! ^^

ook so tday! friday uh? didnt go to sch, again! -_-"
slept aft subuh n woke up abit late.. yea, well.. ingat da ok, skali jap lg pening2 balek. naseb tk lame sgt, tp masih batok2 uhh. hmm.

but anyways! wohoo~ happy happy very very. x) jeoonnggmall haengbokhada!
hanguk class startd todae! yeah yeah~ so basically.. nothing special or new actually. hahha! cz i already knw those thing tt Ae Ryung seonsaengnim teaches. hah! but i had fun, dae han min guk! :)

and Ohh~ abg gi cherating rupenyer! padanla da 2 ari tk nmpk die! ape punye adek. ahahhaa. padanla ku pakai laptop tkd gangguan.. xD sat/sun aru die balek. tp tidaaak!! blaja oi blajaaaa!

oh yeaa. already updated my Shutterfly with 3new albums! hah. gonna add 3 more. ni lah.. tkde keje kan td, so upload la gmbr2 tuu. kalau tk terperap je kat camera. haha.

WEHHHH! da 1120??! cepatnyeeeee!! seriously tk sedarrrrr. terkejots gile bile tertgk jam. hahaha! igtkn malam masih mude. lol. klahh. annyeonghi kaseyo! (:

MC!

2008-04-23T21:52:00.003+08:00

hahaa. salaam.
yea yea. didnt go to sch tday!
hohoho. alaarr, ade mc lar!
but only 4 today =(
cz seriously, maseh tkde tande2 nk baek.
td pon demam naek balek, skit uh. =S

hmm. so what did i do tday?
bgn pagi2 td pstu trs maen cmp.. hahaha.
then 1pm went out to meet pip,ain n liya.
gi imm, sushi! ahah. pstu burger king. ape tidaknye nk baek! lol
tp pstu mkn obat la kay. huahua.
then went back to j.e int.. gtg off early 4 tuition.
so yea.. took the train. dlm train da pening2, dpt duduk smpat tdo jap.
td blaja 'arud! gerekzzz abessz! haha, tola'al badru 'alaina~ LOL!
den lps ttn, gi solat maghrib . pstu gi bugis jap. lols.
then took the bus home. reached home at 9!
so here i am bloggin. jap lg nk buat hmwk! x)

haha. k dah..
bsok nk cuti lg boleh tk? =P
haha gudnyte all (;

still coughing.

2008-04-22T12:22:00.004+08:00

salaam qablal kalaam. Assalamualaikum wrmt..

ned!!? tk skola? =p
tkla.. mmg pegi skola td..
but the cough; its killing me. haha.
so lps recess td, mntk izin ckg masnia balek.
reached home ard 1140.
haa skrg drg tgh blaja mutala'ah. X)

so.. nk gi clinic ke tknk eh? hahaha.
anywaysss. actually planned to go to the mosque later aft sch.
chairman-secretary meeting again. hmm.
but since im sick la kan, so i askd nadiah if she cn come to my hse n she said OK. so, cool. =D
will fetch her later.
ah~ uhuk-uhukk-uhhkk.
bila mau baek?? mmm.
ned, jealous? huh. tkde erti. hahaha.

btw! quoted this frm a book, ntah.. mcm suke gtu. so saje2 share.
"ilmu penyuluh hidup, amal bekalan perjalanan dan akhlak hiasan jiwa & peribadi, menuju destinasi akhirat yang sudah pasti."

renungkanlah. hehe.
k selamatz smue. =))

coughcough.

2008-04-21T21:31:00.003+08:00

heyya ppl.
ahaa! so.. monday uh? didnt go to sch tday.
ALL MWTIs DIDNT. haha cuz yest we had maulid.
so sume org memahami, memenatkan, kn? haha.

well well. i havent recover fully.
been sick since dat friday nite. =_="
den saturday; went to the mosque 4 meeting.
running nose.cold. flu. fever.
balek tros tido. hah.
sunday; woke up n discovered tt i lost my voice! huaahaha.
coughcough. sneezesneeze. high fever. yea.
but then i hv to go to sch, hah! went out at 1030. dad dropped me off at buona vista
n so.. i took the train to sch.. dizzydizzy all the way.

reached sch 11+ .. bored. 3more hours to wait 4 my shift.
since my duty is at 2pm, bungkus berkat! hahaha.
ternampak fairuz n zahidah. drg pn lom makan.
so ajak drg mkn, ngn hasanah skali.
yea. pstu jumpe pip n zu. pstu temankn drg solat.
n blabla.. da 1.45. met murni n she passed me the tiny ribbons 4 duty.
hah. bile da gi tmpt tu, dorg kate da tkde bende lagi nk dibungkus!! huaahuaa.
hapy banget. so terus cabut n tgk munazarah.
oh well. tkde feel sgt. sbb mase tu da betol2 pening abes, demam n seseme yg berpanjangan tkde henti.
haha. anyways, mwti kalah to irsyad. quite sad. tkpelaa..

pstu.. kene tunggu sume abes kemas baru bleh amek ktrg nyer berkat! dang.
so ajak has gi musolla, trs booooom kat tikar. da betol2 tkleh tahan.
dapatla tido dlm 15mins. dah bgn tros trn bwh, amek berkat n blah.
hah. sempat singgah 7eleven! tknk bilang beli ape sbb mmg ape yg dibeli tak sepatotnye dimakan oleh org yg tgh saket. =D
dlm bus gitu gini trs tido. =)
smp rumah, smbg tdo kat katil. haha. kul 8 sdr. da mandi pape sumer, mak pon da picit2kn kepale letak minyak, 10+ trs tido.

yeah. so today.. demam da ok jgk uh.
tp maseh batok lg. boleh tahan terok. hmmmm.
tk lame lg baeklah insyaallah. =)
klah. da maen dr maghrib td. gtg!
take care semue. wassalaam.

im confused. =S

nnmh

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im doing fine

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sem 2 2010/2011

moving out

na molla~

오늘밤

anniversary...

major homesick

yup..

bosan!

dear PU209

back to school~ =)

A-level results

Graduated

2nd day

first day of work

start of something new

update

sweet escape.

OCTOBER 1st!!

blurt it out~

august

1 more day

Nite cycling

happy bday mak =)

my mum's funny

West Coast

beloved cuzzin

senang hati~

잽거 하루

bully

MC

rebutia , alsagoff..

haiii bauu, bauu..

time flies

events

unorganized

confessions

love and sacrifice

oh brother

feverish

stressed.

2*double-O*9

holi-holi-holidays~

Ghurabaa' (the strangers)

contented. (:

1litre of tears

holidays

ZOO!

Kpop sarangeul

miwodo saranghanikka

sweet 17

apo..

eid mubarak!

2am post

september holidays

happy teachers day

laaazyyy

Bisikan Malam

Happy National Day singaporeans!

doushite?? =S

bye kak ainul~

boredom

tagged!

happy day(:

2double-O9