haizz..
Sunday, July 16, 2006 @ 6:02 PM
haizz.. what happened to me and my life?? its turning upside down.. juz dont understand why is this happening. my life's been complicated these days.. im very upset and cant put my mind hundred percent on studies.. urgh.. y y y y y y ? so many things happened.. quite frustrated n very heart-rending. hmm..
ntahlah.. i've been sinking in tears lately.. warghh.. it going round and round.. tho some of d problems dah settle skit.. its a relief..
tp yg satu hal ni mmg tkleh ang uhh.. psl dugong!! ughh.. pe jadi sey ngan sastera kteorg. this is all her fault. i dun want to mention her name. huh. coz of her... kteorg nyer lakonan tertunde... alermakz. byk sey alasan! abe ari jumaat tu plak alasan die.. bnde tajam(jam) jatoh kat tulang rusok plak.. kauz.. brape tajam sehh jam die tuu.. pehh.. binget giler.. dahla brg2 ade pade die.. huh.. im expecting her to come tomorrow with her x-ray results uh ehk.. klw tk mmg nmpk sah dasar temberang! -_-"
hmm.. sis, u might say tt i love u no more n maybe im d one to be blame on our ntah-ape-nak-jadi-sistership... but.. i still love u as always; as a sister as well as a friend of mine. ntahla.. sejak kebelakangan ni kte tk phm uh pe dah jadi ngan kteorg. haix.. tp kte rase .. kte pon patut dipersalahkan jgk.. but not 100% eh.. however.. kte harap kteorg nyer sistership boleh cam dulu lg.. yeah.. kte yakin boleh.. but both of us kene put in effort uh.. klw tk smpai bile2 dua2 camnie je sey.. ok? but kte tknk buat any commitment uh.. im afraid tt any one of us might break it and it'll cause a pain.. tu part touching uh.. okay, dek? =)
okay well.. d leftovers.. its quite personal so im not going to type it out here.. and anyway.. maghrib dah nk dekat so its tym for me to stop.. dah brape jam ni kat comp.. oh yeah.. today ust Zauwiah's bdae.. havent wish her yet tp dah belikan present.. its cute to me.. ahah.. dunno if its cute to her. heh.. hmm.. and another one thing,.. if you dont see me online on weekdays, and if you wish to talk to me, juz wait till im online on weekends k. hee~ alright den.. take care everyone!
