bismillah.. Salaam.
those moments keeps popping up in my mind..
why are memories meant to be forever? cuz it hurts..
well yea of coz beautiful/sweet/wonderful memories r forever.
but those painful/bitter ones? =(
tried to erase them.. frm my head, frm my mind, frm my heart.
but i failed. gahhh~ org nak blaja susahlaaa! ish.

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erkkk. without realising, its just 12 more days !
less than 2 weeks! kyaaaah~
nadiah, wake up! tests r coming up! O_O
quran; 4more pages of Saffaat la sey.
yg laen2 lg?? err~ seram seram.
BSOK MESTI BLAJA!

wed...7may >> Quran & Fiqh Syafi'ie.
thu...8may >> munakahat & mustalah
fri...9may >> sastera
mon...12may >> syariah 2 & manthiq
tue...13may >> tafsir
wed...14may >> GP

ye. mmg sikit. sbb ktrg test jer n tk semue pljrn. tp mcm gile uh,, nnt yg pecah kepale nyer end of the year.. semue masok. pengsan sey. hmm sooo wlwpn test aje, kite mesti buat yg terbaik k nadiah ? insyaallah.. anywayz selamatz ehh utk kamu2 yg dah & akan start exam. best of luck! ^^

ook so tday! friday uh? didnt go to sch, again! -_-"
slept aft subuh n woke up abit late.. yea, well.. ingat da ok, skali jap lg pening2 balek. naseb tk lame sgt, tp masih batok2 uhh. hmm.

but anyways! wohoo~ happy happy very very. x) jeoonnggmall haengbokhada!
hanguk class startd todae! yeah yeah~ so basically.. nothing special or new actually. hahha! cz i already knw those thing tt Ae Ryung seonsaengnim teaches. hah! but i had fun, dae han min guk! :)

and Ohh~ abg gi cherating rupenyer! padanla da 2 ari tk nmpk die! ape punye adek. ahahhaa. padanla ku pakai laptop tkd gangguan.. xD sat/sun aru die balek. tp tidaaak!! blaja oi blajaaaa!

oh yeaa. already updated my Shutterfly with 3new albums! hah. gonna add 3 more. ni lah.. tkde keje kan td, so upload la gmbr2 tuu. kalau tk terperap je kat camera. haha.

WEHHHH! da 1120??! cepatnyeeeee!! seriously tk sedarrrrr. terkejots gile bile tertgk jam. hahaha! igtkn malam masih mude. lol. klahh. annyeonghi kaseyo! (:




hahaa. salaam.
yea yea. didnt go to sch tday!
hohoho. alaarr, ade mc lar!
but only 4 today =(
cz seriously, maseh tkde tande2 nk baek.
td pon demam naek balek, skit uh. =S

hmm. so what did i do tday?
bgn pagi2 td pstu trs maen cmp.. hahaha.
then 1pm went out to meet pip,ain n liya.
gi imm, sushi! ahah. pstu burger king. ape tidaknye nk baek! lol
tp pstu mkn obat la kay. huahua.
then went back to j.e int.. gtg off early 4 tuition.
so yea.. took the train. dlm train da pening2, dpt duduk smpat tdo jap.
td blaja 'arud! gerekzzz abessz! haha, tola'al badru 'alaina~ LOL!
den lps ttn, gi solat maghrib . pstu gi bugis jap. lols.
then took the bus home. reached home at 9!
so here i am bloggin. jap lg nk buat hmwk! x)

haha. k dah..
bsok nk cuti lg boleh tk? =P
haha gudnyte all (;




salaam qablal kalaam. Assalamualaikum wrmt..

ned!!? tk skola? =p
tkla.. mmg pegi skola td..
but the cough; its killing me. haha.
so lps recess td, mntk izin ckg masnia balek.
reached home ard 1140.
haa skrg drg tgh blaja mutala'ah. X)

so.. nk gi clinic ke tknk eh? hahaha.
anywaysss. actually planned to go to the mosque later aft sch.
chairman-secretary meeting again. hmm.
but since im sick la kan, so i askd nadiah if she cn come to my hse n she said OK. so, cool. =D
will fetch her later.
ah~ uhuk-uhukk-uhhkk.
bila mau baek?? mmm.
ned, jealous? huh. tkde erti. hahaha.

btw! quoted this frm a book, ntah.. mcm suke gtu. so saje2 share.
"ilmu penyuluh hidup, amal bekalan perjalanan dan akhlak hiasan jiwa & peribadi, menuju destinasi akhirat yang sudah pasti."

renungkanlah. hehe.
k selamatz smue. =))




heyya ppl.
ahaa! so.. monday uh? didnt go to sch tday.
ALL MWTIs DIDNT. haha cuz yest we had maulid.
so sume org memahami, memenatkan, kn? haha.

well well. i havent recover fully.
been sick since dat friday nite. =_="
den saturday; went to the mosque 4 meeting.
running nose.cold. flu. fever.
balek tros tido. hah.
sunday; woke up n discovered tt i lost my voice! huaahaha.
coughcough. sneezesneeze. high fever. yea.
but then i hv to go to sch, hah! went out at 1030. dad dropped me off at buona vista
n so.. i took the train to sch.. dizzydizzy all the way.

reached sch 11+ .. bored. 3more hours to wait 4 my shift.
since my duty is at 2pm, bungkus berkat! hahaha.
ternampak fairuz n zahidah. drg pn lom makan.
so ajak drg mkn, ngn hasanah skali.
yea. pstu jumpe pip n zu. pstu temankn drg solat.
n blabla.. da 1.45. met murni n she passed me the tiny ribbons 4 duty.
hah. bile da gi tmpt tu, dorg kate da tkde bende lagi nk dibungkus!! huaahuaa.
hapy banget. so terus cabut n tgk munazarah.
oh well. tkde feel sgt. sbb mase tu da betol2 pening abes, demam n seseme yg berpanjangan tkde henti.
haha. anyways, mwti kalah to irsyad. quite sad. tkpelaa..

pstu.. kene tunggu sume abes kemas baru bleh amek ktrg nyer berkat! dang.
so ajak has gi musolla, trs booooom kat tikar. da betol2 tkleh tahan.
dapatla tido dlm 15mins. dah bgn tros trn bwh, amek berkat n blah.
hah. sempat singgah 7eleven! tknk bilang beli ape sbb mmg ape yg dibeli tak sepatotnye dimakan oleh org yg tgh saket. =D
dlm bus gitu gini trs tido. =)
smp rumah, smbg tdo kat katil. haha. kul 8 sdr. da mandi pape sumer, mak pon da picit2kn kepale letak minyak, 10+ trs tido.

yeah. so today.. demam da ok jgk uh.
tp maseh batok lg. boleh tahan terok. hmmmm.
tk lame lg baeklah insyaallah. =)
klah. da maen dr maghrib td. gtg!
take care semue. wassalaam.

im confused. =S




If i were to go
If i were to get close to you
What would you think?
I don’t have the courage.
If you were to go,
If you were to leave.
I don’t know how to send you away
It keeps hanging on my mind
I know i am a fool and can only watch you from afar
Your heart may look away from me…
And so we could even become strangers
Just like a fool i can’t even say that i love you because …
We’re afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad.
If you were to come
To come near me.
What would i do ?
I really don’t know
Because im like a fool.
Even though i know looking is all i can do
Your heart may look away from me
And so we could even become strangers
Just like a fool i can’t even say that i love you because….
We’re afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad
Because i’m like a fool
Even though i can’t say i love you
We’re afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad.

^ -translation utk lagu yg tgh berkumandang kat blog ni. haha.
hayatilah. i like it. hah.

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yeah, i jz changed my blogskin. for good? heh.
i miss the previous one already. hah
hmm. bloggin in the middle of the night.
my eyes r itchy! seme2! waghh~
thanks to the cats in this house. =_="
kat rumah tok uhh. hmmm.

did i just saw something? smth fishhy? =(
am i happy? or sad? feel like crying? or just jump down frm this flat?
astaghfirullah. haii. is tt just a coincidence or wat??
hasanahh ~ help me! =S

ermm. kuat ke hati nk berhadapan ngn dorg?
tsk. pls jgn mcm2 lagi. tests coming up! ok?
mmmm, da 1230.
i wish.. i cn turn back the time. IF ONLY.
keep on dreaming la nadiah.

menghapus jejakmu? hmm.
so long n gudnyte ppl. (:

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hari ni!
kiteorg tk blaja pn. hahaha
beg berat. best! =_=
lol knp? sebab sume tgh munazarah punye fever.
sir haidad & ust esah je masok. tu pon dorg tk ajar. XD
abeh kte bdk pre-u bkn maen hooray2 lg.
hp klua. camera klua. haha. memekak2 kat class. yg panjat klua tingkap lagi!
huahua. gerek & mendak at the same time.lol.

& so... hari ni first round munazarah! alhmdulillah berjalan dgn lancar.
keke. mwti vs aljunied,KITE MENANG! woooh!
pastukan pastukan.. bsk mwti vs ma'arif pulak! sengit abes. heheh
syg alsgf tkd kn? hahhaa. tkpelahh. =P

hmmm. anyways! nnt kteorg ade test!!oh no!
starts 7 may.. seram. tk gitu kengkwn?
duh. quranquranquran.
yaAllah~ berikanku kemudahan utk menghafal quran.. =S

klah! i guess dats all fr tday.
nak balek rumah! hahaa. kat rmh muhammad la actly.
hehe. k toodles. take care all.
imy. nytezzz. =)




didnt go to sch tday.
stomachache, hachoom2 n some other reasons (:

nk tukar blog ni nyer skin.
tp blm jumpe yg sesuai.
maseh mencari.
tp sayang sey ngn skin ni. =(

erm. lapar...
nk gi rmh nenek ke nk masak sndr?
haha. hmwk pon lum buat.
adeih. teroknyeee seseme. duh.
k salam sayang =))

dakeno kimi ga suki dayo; kakegaenai.

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ku biar kalam berbicara
menghurai maksudnya di jiwa
agar mudah ku mengerti
segala yang terjadi
sudah suratan Ilahi

ku biarkan pena menulis
meluahkan hasrat di hati
moga terubat segala
keresahan di jiwa
tak pernah ku ingini

aku telah pun sedaya
tak melukai hatimu
mungkin sudah suratan hidupku
kasih yang lama terjalin
berderai bagaikan kaca
oh teman maafkanlah diriku

oh tuhan, tunjunkkanku jalan
untuk menempuhi dugaan ini
teman maafkan jika ku melukaimu
moga ikatan ukhuwwah yang dibina ke akhirnya

aku tidak kan terdaya
menahan hibanya rasa
kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
redhalah apa terjadi
usahlah dikau kesali
mungkin ada rahmat yang tersembunyi




huhh. hurt. pissed-off.
so u call urself a 'friend' ? heck.
asal? tk suke? happy skrg? bgslah.
cnt believe tt i was bckstabbed by my own frenz.
satu2 konghaja. ='(
hello. i knw wat happend la okay!
benci. asal korg bahagie.
nw tt i realized, lets just forget abt it.
so sume happy. i dun mind.
the end.

redhalah apa terjadi. usahlah dikau kesali.
mungkin ada rahmat yang tersembunyi.

jinjae~ fighting!! (:

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dimulakan dgn bismillah & assalamualaikum.
so.. sunday! hmm.. tk jadi klua gi meeting nari.


well. yesterday was great! i had fun!

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nyeahh. decided to post. haha
tadi pegi proficient !
nk ust hassan ajar kteorg!!!!
skali ust hamzah plakk. -_-"
sedey la jugak, tapi tkpe.. ilmu :)
so kteorg akan start nxt week!
wed (5-7) & thurs (3-5).
me-ati-zahirah-rhy-dayah-atikah-hadie-arab!
takkan same mcm dulu lg.. =S
hmm~ da da..

yg sebenar2nye..
hmwk bahase blom abes. astaghfirullah. =p
hahhh. sungguh ku tak mengerti.
wanna noe something? you gave me goosebumps.
tembak!!! matiiii~ (+_+)

haiiii. boringlah..
tadi ust. ibrahim mengarot.
dengan penuh semangat + suspen + tegas + nada marah die kate!:
"nnti bsk solat jumaat, murakib tulis name2 siape yg tk solat tahiyyatul msjd!, qabliyyah!, ba'diyyah!!! yg bebual2 pon tulis!!!..."
tapi tetibe..........
"-----report pat CID!"
hwaaahaahhahah!tk tahan ku ketawe bile mendgrnye. hahaha.
cute sangat. lol. kekek sey ust! xD

dahla.. hari pon da malam. jgn tdo lmbt! bsk skola! HAHA!
sape ehh yg ckp tu? ntahla makhluk dr planet mane.
k dabessssss! byebye =)

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