currently at the library..
i overslept this morning. buruk kan? :(
and it's Mass Communication class ok.
freaked out when i opened my eyes and the clock shows 9AM sharp.
and it turned out that rhy overslept too.. haha
idk why but my body felt so tired since the last two days.
but anyways i went to the clinic and gave some excuses and i got an MC! *phew*
or else mdm nury will kill me.
hmm hmm..
so im taking 5 subjects this semester and i have 4 assignments in queue.
and im currently working on Ahadith Ahkam assignment.
i forgot what's the term but its like you have to listen to the vid & type what the speaker said word by word. its not an easy task especially when you have to type in arabic. what's more? its a 50mins video k. *faints*

im done blabbering.

p/s:
.. i wish i could turn back time..
when you're alone, that's when you'll think about so many things..
that it feels like your heart and mind are about to explode..
uncertainty. Rabbi yassirli...

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salaam..

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3 weeks had passed since the beginning of my second semester.
things are not going on too smoothly cuz i'm still a bit unorganized for my schedules.
and im taking 18.5 credit hours this time.
5 assignments in queue.
midterms coming up.
but i havent start anything.
haish. scary.
btw, i miss GP! i have to constantly use my english sey kalau tak nanti karat..

cheesecake vs. cats? =/

that's all,
a late HAPPY 2011 to everyone.
goodnight.

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why am i behaving like this? molla~
why must i feel that way? molla~
why cant i find the sincerity? molla~

imperfections is one thing.
to tolerate n to accept it is another.
life's hard sometimes. its how u deal with it.
im trying.

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sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight 가슴이 아파..

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i cant wait to go back..
tsk tsk..

ustaz said our exam will be on the 14th..
tsk tsk..

and this morning, i checked my exam slip..
and it's on 14th AND SEVENTEENTH..
tsk tsk..

i'm sad..
tsk tsk..

hmmmmm...
tskkkkkkk...

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i was bloghopping... and i came across this...

Sometimes, tears might just be your last option to have you smile back again.

true enough... :'|

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dear beloved classmates..

i miss each and everyone's presence..
i miss waking up at 6am..
i miss taking the train to paya lebar with murni (and going back)..
i miss sitting with sya..
i miss rhy too eventhough i still see her everyday ;p
i miss meow-ing with hasanah..
i miss the laughter of the three girls..
i miss doing random things with kay..
i miss rody's laughter that makes me laugh..
i miss aini's quietness..
i miss the guys' lame jokes..

i miss sharing my breakfast..
i miss being "adil"..
i miss my desk..
i miss sleeping in class..
i miss our teachers, not..
i miss climbing up to the 5th floor..
i miss walking around in class..
i miss my purple uniform very much..
i miss our togetherness..
i miss my my class..
i miss schooling life..


it's different here.. ='(

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that smell.. mcm terlekat kat uniform..
move skit je terbau..
tarik nafas skit je terbau..
angin tiup pon terbau.
tp cmne bau tu boleh tetibe terlekat kat situ eh.
pelik sgt. nk blaja pon tk senang..
hmmm..

bau apakah itu?
tk payahla awak tahu.
=)

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feeling melancholy.. hah
maybe bcuz of the weather?
lol yelah hujan je kan,, terbawak2.. hahaa
anway A-lvl results were out last friday.
and their results really scares me. O_O
i really need to do something.

well, without me realizing, days and time passed faster than expected.
it's March! if only i have a time machine..
and its just a week to rebutia!
plus, homeworks are piling up. but im not sure where to start. -_-"

people, i have a favour to ask from u guys (who are reading this).
can u pls give me some motivations or anything to make me realize how slacking i am right now and that A-lvls are just a few months away?
THANK YOU (:

ok lets put the above depressing story aside. =)
my sis's pregnancy already reached 5months 2 weeks. again, how fast!
and it's a boy anw so she and a.Sya decided to name him محمد,
yes, only muhammad. cant wait to see Baby Muhammad. ;D
which means, i will no longer be the "youngest" of the family =P
yet again, how fast it that! duh.

anyway razi, furqaan and humairah dah pndai membongkar hp and play the games. and this pic was edited by furqaan. haha.

hehe. klah. i shall stop here. gdnite ppl. salaam.=)

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my heart is much more at ease now after some of the confessions.
yeah. but i still dont know why my utmost keikhlasan is still not there.
i dun want to hurt whoevers feeling but at the same time i dont want to be a hypocrite.
maybe u should just go on with the flow, nadiah? i'm still trying.
insyaallah one day i will n can appreciate the bond between us.
but all i can say now is, im sorry. wallahua'lam.

anyways had so much fun today ;D
& special thanks to rhy for the "share&confess" session this evening. =P

p/s: the above part is to whoever it may concern. no offense. :)

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mood: unhappy

why? idntknw either.. haiss. terase kosong gtu. hmm, rupe2nye masih blm dpt lagi lepaskan perasaan tu sepenuhnye ehk? yeah yeah ~ but im trying! & i know i can =)

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya....

arh. anyway~ actually im doing my Ulum homework. but suddenly felt sleepy, so decided to post something. atleast, to ease my mind..

went to sch today in d morning, after class.. went to mdrsh Aljunied with my friends to support our juniors for the arabic quiz~ alhamdulillah they won 2nd place (: &then, went to McD with radhi & alimah.. then, rushed to jurong to collect my new specs *grins*, then to Almukminin for meeting. ard 630, went back home, & took d train. well, sis is back from Msia with my bro-in-law. nyehh.

ahh. keje bertimbun! ulum quran ade 2 keje, quran tk hafal2, balaghah blm habes, hadith pon, and gp? adeihh ~ &exam is 2months away! n i havent start anything yet.. gah. SOMEONE! please guide me.. i need someone who can give me advices.. utk naekkn smgt.. idk.. mcm tkd hadf gtu.. ='S ... ya Allah.. bantulah hambaMu yg lemah ni...

smpai sini je dulu la.. sekurang2nye da terlepas skit. hmm ~ takecare semue.

penguasa alam tolonglah pegangi aku
biar ku tak jatuh pada sumur dosa
yang terkutuk dan menyesatkan cintaku

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:)
happy? yea i can say that im in a good mood today :)
woke up a bit late , blabla then rushed to take the train.
&suddenly "ERK", did i saw someone?
lalala ~ n that totally wakes me up throughout the day =)
err. not really lah. but at least, for most of the periods in sch. =p
hmm, last night's wish sumhow came true eh?, in a way. lol.


i just couldn't let go of this feeling. haiss.
keep dreaming la nadiah. ~

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hey hey hey!
you're such a beautiful woman ~ lol addicted to this song x)
k tk pntg. ouuu test da start ! haha. alhamdulillah dpt jawab quran! wee~
fiqh ade skit slack tp insyaallah pass ^^
td balek ngn nana! kekeke.

ermm. just wanna share smthg wif u guys. kenape la manusie2 ni kwang aja sgt ?? zalim nk mampzz!! nk nangis mase tgk ni. mmg tkde belas kasihan lgsg.. haissz.
http://www.peta.org/feat/ChineseFurFarms/index.asp juz watch the video k? ='(

hmm. bsk munakahat & mutala'ah.. blm blajaa ~ haha. tgh pk nk blaja kt rmh or kt lib.. tgk la cmne.. nnt maybe ade ttn. tp mcm tknk gi.. tk taulaaa. klar.. ~5 more days~ =S
wishing on a star~

destinasi cinta yang ku cari...sebenarnya terlalu hampir...hanya kabur kerana dosa di dalam hati...

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dear IMA;;
u r gg! =( gdluck k~ nad doakan ima success kat sane.. tkla jauh sgt, boleh la slalu balek.. syg, last nad jumpe ima da lame sey. so jgn lupekan noned di sini k? keep in touch. hahaha! anyways, happy bile terkngkn mase2 sec4, tuition, apelagi MSG! hahaa. u will surely be missed. heh. sorry if i ever hurt ur feelings ke ape ke.. k? takecare chingu. bahsyah & aja2 fighting! bubbye (:

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bangun jatuh , bangun jatuh~ penat la sey.
but OI i must get up! 2 start a new lyfe.. =))
just.... why? must i see bende2 tk pntg tu ahh?
shooo. go away. i shldnt hv liked u at the first place.
buat pening kepale je. nak blaja pon susah. hahaa..

korg2 yg bace ni pon.. tkya lah risau pening2 kepale fikirkn ke-emo-an ku. wakaka.. tgh exam fever kan, so gi blaja la k! pelik tau everytime check blog , counter maken naek & naek.. naek bkn sikit! hmm ape sgtla yg boleh dibace kat blog ni. kalau view pstu tag tkpe jgk. hahaha!
k lah. nk blaja!!! smlm da la tdo kul 3. tp hafal quran la jgk k. haha! abeh td kene bgn pagi, boring btol. den went to geylang w/mak.ayah.nenek.tok... gi pasar den had breakfast~ yep. otw back, ayah said something which made me feel lyk crying. argh! pissed.off! hampe la sey!! so yea. mood hilang. tp skrg da ok. ^^ hidop mesti happy beb! lupekanlah segale masalah ~ yeaa yeaa.

friends lasts longer!
aku berhenti berharaaaaap~ (da lame dah) hahahah!!
JJ; CM; YC; JS; YH!! I LOVE YOUU! XD

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bismillah.. Salaam.
those moments keeps popping up in my mind..
why are memories meant to be forever? cuz it hurts..
well yea of coz beautiful/sweet/wonderful memories r forever.
but those painful/bitter ones? =(
tried to erase them.. frm my head, frm my mind, frm my heart.
but i failed. gahhh~ org nak blaja susahlaaa! ish.

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If i were to go
If i were to get close to you
What would you think?
I don’t have the courage.
If you were to go,
If you were to leave.
I don’t know how to send you away
It keeps hanging on my mind
I know i am a fool and can only watch you from afar
Your heart may look away from me…
And so we could even become strangers
Just like a fool i can’t even say that i love you because …
We’re afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad.
If you were to come
To come near me.
What would i do ?
I really don’t know
Because im like a fool.
Even though i know looking is all i can do
Your heart may look away from me
And so we could even become strangers
Just like a fool i can’t even say that i love you because….
We’re afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad
Because i’m like a fool
Even though i can’t say i love you
We’re afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad.

^ -translation utk lagu yg tgh berkumandang kat blog ni. haha.
hayatilah. i like it. hah.

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yeah, i jz changed my blogskin. for good? heh.
i miss the previous one already. hah
hmm. bloggin in the middle of the night.
my eyes r itchy! seme2! waghh~
thanks to the cats in this house. =_="
kat rumah tok uhh. hmmm.

did i just saw something? smth fishhy? =(
am i happy? or sad? feel like crying? or just jump down frm this flat?
astaghfirullah. haii. is tt just a coincidence or wat??
hasanahh ~ help me! =S

ermm. kuat ke hati nk berhadapan ngn dorg?
tsk. pls jgn mcm2 lagi. tests coming up! ok?
mmmm, da 1230.
i wish.. i cn turn back the time. IF ONLY.
keep on dreaming la nadiah.

menghapus jejakmu? hmm.
so long n gudnyte ppl. (:

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