my heart is much more at ease now after some of the confessions.
yeah. but i still dont know why my utmost keikhlasan is still not there.
i dun want to hurt whoevers feeling but at the same time i dont want to be a hypocrite.
maybe u should just go on with the flow, nadiah? i'm still trying.
insyaallah one day i will n can appreciate the bond between us.
but all i can say now is, im sorry. wallahua'lam.

anyways had so much fun today ;D
& special thanks to rhy for the "share&confess" session this evening. =P

p/s: the above part is to whoever it may concern. no offense. :)

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i was watching a documentary film on kbs channel about an animal called badger..
it's loooks like a small bear.. it's very loving~!

when the female gt its new babies, the male will stay in another place bt not too far.. the female will stay with her babies most of the time, & when she finishes milking her babies or when the babies are playing, she will go and spend some time with her 'husband' where he waits for for..

then there was one time when they sensed that it'll will rain very soon.. so the male searched for a better cave and found one. but there's an obstacle to get there, which is a mid-high fence, so they hv to get over the fence to to get to their new home. so that one night, without any warning, the rain falls down heavily and they're all wet.. so while the male waits at the new cave, the female had to rush and take her 4 babies one by one to climb the fence and get them safe. i nearly cried watching that scenario and kept saying "alahhh cepaattt~ hmmmph~ shiaaaann~!!!!" .. lol. but seriously.. the female is just so tired and lost a lot of energy cuz she had to go back and forth the old and new cave with a plus of the obstacle. =(

the last baby was tired of waiting so it came out of the cave, i was freaking out, afraid that it would run away and get lost, but luckily the mother was fast enough and she quickly carry it with whatever strength that is left.. and while encountering the fence, she failed quite a number of times. so she climbed over and her baby followed her, and she sambut her from the other side. cute kaaaaan! so after all of them got there safely, the male cleans them up.. ^^ and they live happily ever after.. ;)))

see the love of these cuties?? they're so loving and that really moved me. aww~ so the moral of the story is.. the love and sacrifice that our mother and father gave us; we should appreciate it. the end. =)




i know im not supposed to do this, or any other things, except GP.
but but! ughhh. give me a break. just to keep me awake.

my eldest brother is super irritating. he always bothers me. -_-


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im sick since yesterday..
maybe because i ate chocolate in the morning & didnt drink water.. heh
plus, only the first week of school, but it was really hectic & i didnt get enough rest.
had soarthroat after that & otw back home, already feeling feverish..
after lunch, i slept from 2 to 6pm..
after maghrib, went out with mak & ayah for dinner cuz yesterday was ayah's bday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH~ =)

this morning, my temperature rised up & my soarthroat worsen..
mak gt me to drink some honey & i had to swallow 4 pills. then mak&ayah went out for a walk
and i slept again at 9am n woke up 45minutes later, called cikSeri to cancel todays' tuition, then continued to sleep. heh.

ard 11+ mak&ayah came home but i still cant get up from my bed. hee~ slept agn n finally woke up at 2pm. ish2.. took a shower, ate, then baring2.. mom asked me to drink air zamzam.. then i had to take some medicine again. wahh 6 tablets already.. & i slept again for 1hour at 4.. woke up later & feeling better, from fever. BUT now im having an unstoppable flu. hmm hmm.. hope to recover soon.. doakn, & thx to those who wished me fr a speedy recovery :))

takecare all.. jage kesihatan! nnt da saket susah.. hehe..
now i have to eat bubur.. mcm baby. wahaha.. k gdbye~

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=))
nothing else to say other than to wish everyone a happy 2009 ~
lets all get on progress with our new resolutions..
insyallah.. :)

-1st post of the year; 010109-